Her Secret Within {{Togafuka}}

The Diary

Toko P.O.V

Ended up having episodes where I'd vomit for 20 minutes and then try to get some sleep.

I have no idea what's wrong with me. I cant tell if I have a stomach flu or something else.

I'm still in so much pain and it's 5 in the morning. Ughh.

At one point I just curled up in a ball and cried because the pain was too hard to bear anymore.

Nightime lasts from 10pm to 7am. I still have 2 hours left but there's a high probability I'm not getting any sleep tonight.

Screw that! I never got any sleep all night!

I look in the mirror and severe eyebags formed under my eyelids.

There were cones stuck to my eyelashes, they were white and made my eyelashes all sticky.

I tried to pull them off but it was no use.

I guess they were there to provide oxygen to my eyeballs or something.

Great. Another thing to get teased about.

The bathroom reaks of bile. Not like it already did anyways.

I exit the bathroom and go over to my desk to keep my mind off of throwing up for once.

Turns out, the writing on my desk was an entire diary that I don't remember writing in.

Although, I can reconize my writing any day of the week. I flip through a couple pages untill i come across a certain page with someone.. familiar on it.

"September 27th, ____"

The time of year was covered in magical whitening eraser glue for some reason.

'Dear diary. Just like every other day, it's always a hassle. And.. now we learn we'll have to stay in this school for the rest of our lives!

My classmates are so annoying. But, there is one thing that keeps me going. Byakuya.

We've been secretly dating now for a couple years. If any of our parents or the class found out we'd be totally screwed!'

'A Togami dating a commoner? It's unforgivable. He's just so dreamy though. And I'm glad to know he feels the same way about me. Even if we have to keep this a secret.'

Toko gushed at the first few lines about Byukuya kun. Her Master.

It was the next set that really caught her eye though.

'I'm afraid to admit it, even in my diary, someone may try to steal this and find out this little secret of mine.'

'One week ago me and Togami decided to sleep together in his dorm'

'N-Not that I ever expected anything more to come of it because we used protection...'

'But, while the rest of us boarded up the windows.. Togami and I kept track if anything seemed off with my health.'

'And.. I noticed I've felt a little nauseous which I immediately notified my beloved Togami kun about.'

'So.. we decided to to what was best in that moment."

My grip loosened dropping the diary to the floor with a thud.

I knew very well what that meant. I was quivering in fear, my hands pressed against my chest. the whole room was collapsing in on me.

Since there wasn't a cradle with an newborn infant that was a lookalike of me in my dorm as of now, it meant this diary entry was relatively recent.

H-hold on.. what day is it now?!