I Hate It Here

15 | Leaving

It was the last day of the month, the day Monoma has been dreading. The day the villains were escaping. Shinsou and him spent as much time as possible together. The blonde could feel the dread pool in his stomach as the day goes by. He was more quiet that day, his thoughts keeping him occupied.

Shinsou noticed his behavior and he stayed close to him when he could, gently running his hands through his blonde hair and comfortingly rubbing his back.

Then the school day was over and the two went to a group study session in Kendous dorm for the rest of the afternoon.

Then they had dinner.

And when Monoma closed the door behind him, the lights still off but the moon shining through their window.

"Nei-" Shinsou was cut off by a pair of lips roughly placing themselves onto his. The kiss was filled with so many emotions, pain, sorrow, love, and so many more. Monoma pushed Shinsou against the wall, he wanted the villain to feel all the tiring emotions he was feeling, he wanted him to feel his pain.

And Shinsou did, he knew that him leaving was tearing up the blonde so he kissed him back just as roughly, matching his pace as best as he could. He felt the tears spill out of Monoma's eyes and then the passionate kissing soon turned into the blonde crumpling to the ground, his body racked with sobs as Shinsou held him.

"I-I'm sorry!" The blue eyed male cried out over and over like a broken record. Shinsou was confused, why was he sorry? He didn't do anything wrong and he was sure that the male didn't tell anyone about them leaving.

The villain never questioned it though, he just held the boy close, his lips slightly bruised as he held him.

Monoma tried staying up until three but after his breakdown he was quick to fall asleep on the floor in Shinsou's arms. The villain put him in his bed and slipped out the window, carefully climbing down the building and going to the meeting spot, being the last one to arrive, the others being early.

"Hey." He says, running his hand through his uncontrollable hair.

"Heyoo, how's Monoma? I bet he's crying!" Twice questions and Shinsou sighs.

"I don't wanna talk about it right now." He says just as a familiar portal opens up and Kurogiri steps out.

"Hello children, break off the bracelets and jump through the portal after, hurry." They do as they're told and are in the portal before the heroes get there.

The group stumbles into a bar, a bit more modern then the one they used to be based at.

"While you were away we managed to acquire a new bar for our needs, please don't throw the glasses, the reinforced ones haven't arrived yet." Kurogiri sighs as he steps behind the bar, Compress already sitting down at the bar.

"Woww, it looks so much cleaner!" Toga says and Compress nods.

"It is! Your rooms are already set up for you so you can go and rest up, I'm sure it's been rough being with the heroes." Compress says as he takes a sip of his alcoholic beverage.

"Good night." Shinsou mumbles as he quickly walks through a door, walking up the stairs and finding the room with a plaque that was labeled 'Hitoshi". After he finds it he quickly slips inside and changes out of Monoma's hoodie that was one size larger then him, it being two sizes bigger on the blonde. The villain slips into a plain black shirt and lays down in his bed, hugging the sweatshirt.

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It was the next morning and Monoma was awoken by a worried Kendo.

"Hey, Monoma, last night Shinsou and the others left." The girl informed the blonde, noticing how red his eyes were. Monoma's chest constricted, hoping that last night was a dream and that Shinsou didn't actually leave. he looked around and saw his room was indeed missing a villain.

"The teachers want to talk to you to see if you know anything-" Kendo paused, watching as tears silently slipped down his face, his face suddenly void of any emotions, even if he was crying. Monoma's breathing sped up and he felt so hopeless. The red head quickly took notice and hugged her friend.

"Shh, I know, it's gonna be okay Neito." The blonde cries into her shoulder, trying his hardest to suppress his cries.

"Okay.." He mumbles, getting up and following Kendo out of his room as he bit down on his tongue.

All he could hear was his own thoughts.

He wasn't enough.

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Ahh, yes
Angst :)

You know this wasn't even supposed to be an even SLIGHTLY angsty book but i just couldn't help myself xD

Question of the chapter: What's gonna happen?
A: I honestly dunno lmao