Ignite The Unspoken (Published Under CLP)

2 : I'M NOW A PAST

I'M NOW A PAST

i

A letter from him came,

And now I felt the same pain,

I thought that Saturday is my rest,

But that day made me held my chest.

ii

How come this feeling's so lethal?

It's been years but I still kept his journal,

Hugging his gift while gazing the stars to settle,

Still hoping for his new arrival.

iii

How come I still felt the sensation?

Still hoping that he felt the same emotion,

I thought I already moved on,

But I cried when I saw him in a dome.

iv

He's now happy with somebody,

I should feel the same way but still felt astray,

I thought my feelings are gone,

But I sobbed when I saw them having fun.

v

I smiled at them, pretending to be okay,

I held their hands without any say,

I sighed, my tears are pooling behind their way,

And told myself, I am still okay.

vi

Inside that letter is his farewell,

A letter in the past that was sealed,

I cried once more on my pillow beside the reel,

And realized that our love in the past is now a tale.