Later that night: I was still overwhelmed with happily from seeing Bil. I was just sitting on my phone in my room when I saw message from Finneas.
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My heart sank. She- she had a boyfriend. My phone dropped and tears started to stream down my face. I tucked my knees into my chest and cried on my bed. My mom walked in. "Hey ky- oh honey what's wrong." "Go away," I whispered. "Just talk to me sweethea-" "GO AWAY!" I shouted in pain. I was balling. My mom left my room concerned. I cried myself to sleep without eating dinner. ————————————————————I woke up with a headache that morning. I looked at my phone and saw a message from billie. I didn't wanna open it. I was too scared and hurt. So I went back to sleep. I didn't want to be awake or alive. So why would I stay awake. I slept til 4 in the afternoon. Damn. I decided to open Bil's text but when I grabbed my phone I saw like 1000 messages from her.
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That hurt. If she was I happy I was happy. But I wasn't happy. It didn't really matter anymore though. It was around dinner time but I didn't have an appetite. I was thinking about snapping billie, ya know, just like a friend. Naw, I wasn't ready for that yet. But right then my phone dinged and it was a snap from billie. I had mixed emotions about this. I didn't know if I was happy or scared. I opened it and saw this.
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Oh shit. I was panicking and wondering if I should reply or not. Que? I guess Que was her boyfriend. Stay away from Bil? I didn't even think I could do that if I tried. Not gonna lie, I was scared as fuck. That sounded like a threat. I wasn't trying to steal Bil from him, but I still wanted to be friends with her. I knew it was only 6 pm, and I had just woken up 2 hours ago, but I didn't wanna think about anything so I went to bed. ————————————————————ONE WEEK LATER: I hadn't seen Billie since that lunch. I assumed this had something to do with Que. What was his problem anyway? It was around noon and to be honest I hadn't really left my bed since I last talked to Bil. I only left when my mom made me eat. I hadn't eaten much either. I tapped through Snapchat stories and came across Billie's.
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So that's Que. She looked happy. I felt a tear running down my face. I put my phone away. I didn't feel like looking at it anymore.
(Sorry this chapter is short, the next one might be longer than usual)
