Here I am saying I don't care.
As I hold tears back, slamming jack.
You're gone and you're never coming back.
Since then my heart has been under attack.
I'm giving up on love cause my heart is finally done.
This game we played was supposed to be fun.
Just talk dirty and how we wanna cum.
But then you said you were done.
What the hell happened to all the fun?
it's hurting me a ton, ya i maybe thought you could be the one.
But how could you be when you're married?
We did have a nice run. I did have a lot of fun but look at what I've done.
I'm sorry that I made you feel this way.
I'm sorry for the hurtful things I say.
And I'm sorry that I have to tell you sorry everyday.
But please don't forget when i cared
And All the smiles and laughs we shared.
God girl I love how you were always there.
And please believe me when i say
don't be scared.
I'm scared too.
To live a life without you I'm so unprepared.
It sounds so rough im only so tough
Why wasn't I good enough?
Why did our love have to die?
I'm not gonna lie that cracked my wall inside.
Wiping a tear from my eye.
I don't know what to do next.
Can we just go back to when we just wanted sex?
Instead of fighting with you like you were my ex.
I gave it my best to invest in me and nothing less.
But no matter what I do , I'm just a mess.
I promise this rap is not meant to be a diss.
Your honestly the best
I just wish I could have one last kiss.
Before we had to end this.
Because you're the only love I'm actually gonna miss.
