Confessions of a Lovesick Girl
I watch him slyly,
He who has another
And feel happiness
when he sees me.
I think of our closeness
and how it was funner,
before we drifted
and began to fade.
He glances at her
who also glances at him;
They talk and laugh
when they are together.
I watch from afar
and wish I could win
this waging war
that only brings me pain.
I force myself
to get some closure
Maybe then my life
won't feel so insane.
I take a step forward
and feel naked exposure
So I brace myself and
get back in the love game.
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