His Pyromaniac

57

"Accept yourself. Accept your reality. As long as you're aware, you have everything in your hand."

You took a deep breath and walked inside a building that you had visited once every week after your therapy sessions ended for good.

"You can always come back. But I don't like seeing the same person again. And if you write a book, please mention me."

Your lips stretched to a smile remembering your doctor's last words to you.

You entered your nearby orphanage and gave the staffs a smile.

After giving away the burgers you had brought for the kids and staffs you looked at the little ones chanting poems from afar.

A soft smile lingered your lips and your hands made their way to your tummy unknowingly.

7 months more and you were going to bring your child to world. As crazy as it may have sounded to others, you and Yoongi came to a conclusion to have an addition to your family.

If your child were alive, he would have been 18 months already.

Sometimes you would dwell on the fact that he's dead but then you knew that if he was born, he would have to live with an unstable mother and a father who was always worried.

You took away two years worth of happiness from your husband but no more.

After greeting all the staffs and children goodbye, you started walking home as you looked around.

Everything was normal and you would happily erase everything from your that happened before, even your son. You were ready to close that chapter for your new kid and husband.

You could see your husband's car and started walking faster towards you house.

You opened the door and were welcomed by a delicious smell that immediately took you to the kitchen.

"Hey." You said as you hugged your husband from behind.

"Hey. I missed you."

"I missed you too." You let him go and grabbed the knife to cut some veggies.

"I found a new house. It has an attached nursery to the bedroom. Bigger than this one but more comfortable." Yoongi said while cooking.

"You mean to say more safe." Yoongi stopped mixing and looked at you.

"Thank you. I know it's hard for you to leave this home but I can't stay here anymore. I want to start fresh." You said as you stroke his cheek.

"You know I'd follow you to heaven and make it our home too." He kissed your forehead.

"Yoongi you'll burn the food!" You giggled and pushed him away.

"I really liked living in the dorm too. It felt less lonely when you were not home." You said with a pout.

"You know Jin hyung and Jimin basically live there too. We can just join them if you want."

It was true. Jimin was not ready to move on from the time when they were together as a group and Jin and Jungmi could never resist his charms so they started spending more time at dorm.

"I still can't control Flame. I don't want to cause more trouble."

"Pearl you all are family. And they love you too. No one blames you at all. And you've been so good lately, you've improved. Plus I think it'll be best to move at dorm aswell"

You gave your husband a side hug and he started laughing at your cute self.

Be happy and be safe