It was you all along

Chapter 5

New POV:

We finally arrived at the place Tay wanted to shop from. The crazy thing is I love shopping from this place too.

"What do you wanna buy?" I asked him.

"Umm mostly shoes and T-shirts." He said

"Any preference? Like colour or style?" I asked.

"Umm any style will do. But I have a thing for the colour blue its my favorite colour. Oh What's your favorite colour Hin?" He asked.

No way if I tell him my favorite colour he will surely judge me. Whatever.

"Umm..pi..pink." I said softly.

"Seriously?" He said. Shit he is judging me isn't? "Its one of my favorite colour too." He continued.

Tay likes pink? That's umm a bit shocking. He doesn't come across someone who would like pink.

"Oh cool." I didn't know what else to say.

"So have you been here before?" He asked.

"Oh yes a lot of times. This is one of my favorite shopping place." I said.

"What seriously? Mine too." He said with excitement.

I gave him a smile.

"I guess we are soulmates." He said pretty confidently.

Soulmates? What? And he says all these things so easily how?
It can't be Tay and New? Can we really be soulmates?

"Guess time will tell." I said.

He looked at me for a while and then went back to shopping.

It feels weird to talk to Tay about all these. Like I never thought we will ever have such a conversation. Hell I never thought Tay will even talk to me. After getting to know Tay I felt like I have been judging him all wrong.
He has a lot more to him than just being a pretty boy. He has so much to say about almost everything. He talks a lot like a lot. But his passion and that determination to know about things makes him more attractive.
I was just standing there letting him roam around and select things for himself. The way he was discussing about the clothes' material with the salesman and everything was somehow so captivating like man I can stand here and stare at him forever.
It was at this moment when it hit me. I really want Tay to be a part of my life. Like whether he is my boyfriend or best friend or just a friend doesn't even matter to me right now. I don't wanna loose what we are building. If he ever finds out how I feel for him will he still be the same? I am scared so very scared that if he ever figures out my feelings for him he will walk away from my life. I can't ever tell him how I feel. What if it ruins our friendship?

Is my love worth that risk?

Tays POV:

"Hin"
"Hin"
"HIN"  I kept on calling New. He looked like he was in some deep thought.

"Yes?" He finally snapped out of whatever he was thinking.

"What were you thinking?" I asked

"Oh it's nothing. What were you saying?" He asked.

Didn't look like it was nothing. He looked really engrossed in his thoughts. I lowkey wanna know about it.

I showed him the two t-shirts I have selected. I was confused about which one to buy. One was blue and one was purple. Even tho blue is my favorite colour. The purple one also looked really amazing.