Everything Happens For A Reason

Part Two

The Main Reason Behind Why Her And I Slowly Stopped Talking This Last Time. All Three Of Us Were Hanging Out. We All Had Sex And They Both Fell Asleep. I Was Still Up Cause Honestly I Still Wanted More. My Daughter Was At The House With Us But In Another Room. I Go In The Other Room With Her Just To Check On Her And I Go Right Back To The Room They Were In. When I Walked In Both Of Them Were Awake. She Was Giving Him Head. I Felt Some Type Of Way But I Didn't Stop Them. I Didn't Say Anything To Them Either. I Just Laid Down And Continued To Watch Netflix While They Did Their Thing. In The Back Of My Mind I Wondered Why Did They Wait Until I Walked Out? Who Started It? Was I Wanted There? They Eventually Finished. He Laid Down With Me, Cuddled Up Behind Me And Went To Sleep. She Showered And Left. It Was Bothering Me So I Texted Her And Asked Her Why Did They Wait Until I Walked Out. She Explain She Didn't Climax And He Was Trying To Help Her Out. Which Didn't Make Sense To Me At All. If She Didn't Climax Why Didn't We All Start Back? I Left The Situation Alone. Never Talked To Him About It. She Came Back Over Later On That Night But Things Weren't The Same. She Wasn't Talking To Me. He Was In The Room Playing The Game While Her And I Set In Another Room Together. She Played Music On Her Phone And I Watched Netflix. I Was Texting A Friend Trying To Get An Opinion On The Whole Situation. I Took A Screenshot Of Her Text Where She Stated Why They Were Fucking Without Me While I Was There. I Was Getting Ready To Send It To My Friend But Somehow I Sent It To Her Instead. Soon As Her Phone Went Off I Knew I Fucked Up. She Asked Did I Mean To Send That To Her And I Lied. Wasn't Sure What Else To Do At That Moment. I Told Her That My Phone Was Tripping And Wasn't Sending Pictures So I Sent That To Her To See What The Problem Was. I'm Sure She Knew I Was Lien. A Few Minutes Later She Gets Up, Tells Him She's Leaving And Walks Out. The Next Morning I Texted Her And Told Her The Truth. I Even Took A Screenshot Of Mine And My Friend's Text Just So She Could See I Wasn't Lien Anymore. She Acted As If Everything Was Okay. I Never Mentioned The Screenshot To Him But I Did Tell Him That She Wasn't Talking To Me The Night She Was Over And I Felt Awkward. Eventually He Told Her What I Said And That's When She Told Him About The Screenshot. He Was Furious. That Was Our First Real Fight. Him And My Friend Kind Of Don't Like Each Other So That's One Reason He Was So Pissed At Me. I Tried To Explain My Side And He Wasn't Hearing It. For About An Hour I Let Him Talk His Shit. I Let Him Go Off Hoping He Would Calm Down. I Gave Him His Space. She Came Back Over To Talk To Me Face To Face. She Explained That This Whole Thing Was Really Hard For Her Because She Wanted Him To Herself And Couldn't Have Him To Herself. She Explained She Left Her Husband/Children's Father To Be With Him, Even To Have His Children But She Couldn't Because Her Tubes Were Tied. Tears Were Rolling Down Her Face As She Talked. She Said She Even Thought About Getting Her Tubes Untied Just To Have His Child. I Instantly Started Crying. At The Time Him And I Knew I Was Pregnant But I Couldn't Tell Her. He Had To, It Wasn't My Place. She Told Me She Was A Little Jealous Because I Could Spend More Time With Him Than She Could Because She Has Kids. He's Been Around Her Kids But When She Stays The Night With Him She Has To Leave Early In The Morning, Like Around 6am, To Get Her Kids Ready For The Day. I Mostly Stayed On Weekend And Would Bring My Daughter If I Needed To. I Told Her I Would Leave Him Alone But She Told Me She Didn't Want Me To Because She Knew I Loved Him And He Loved Me. She Hugged Me Then Left. A Little While After That He Came Out The Room From Playing His Game. I Can't Remember What He Said But He Said Something That Pissed Me Off To The Point I Went Off On Him. I Grabbed My Stuff And Left. She Pulled Up As I Was Getting In My Car. That Was The Last Time I Seen Her. He Turned His Location Off From Me And Blocked Me For A Day Or Two.

"That's Probably Not My Kid Anyways." Was The Last Text I Got From Him In About 3 Weeks. I Was Over Him Hurting Me Like I Did Something To Him. Rewind To A Few Hours Before This Text. My Daughter And I Was Chilling At His House With Him. He Played The Game While My Daughter Ran Around The House Eating And Playing Like We Normally Do When I Have Her Over There With Me. I Said A Few Things To Him But He Never Responded. I Ignored It Because He Was Playing His Game. Maybe He Was Concentrating Or Something. But Then I Noticed He Was Talking To My Daughter. Every Time She Said Something To Him He Replied. He Was Stopping The Game To Get Her Snacks And Everything. So I Tried To Talk To Him Again And He Straight Up Told Me "I'm Not Talking To You." With A Straight Face And Continued To Play His Game. I Set There Not Saying Anything To Him For About An Hour Or So Just To See If He Was Really Serious. Still Nothing. So I Packed My Daughter's Stuff And We Left. As We Walked Out He Said See You Later To My Daughter But Still Nothing To Me. I Called Her Father And Asked Was He At Home So We Could Stop By. He Recently Moved So He Lived About 8 Minutes Away From Where I Already Was So He Asked Anytime I Was In The Area With Her To Bring Her Over. I Pulled Up And Let Them Have Their Time. I Can't Just Drop Her Off Because She Cries When I Leave Her So We Stay Over There For A Few Hours. I Get A Call From My 2nd Babydaddy. Just To Be Clear My Daughter's Father Is My 1st Babydaddy And The One I'm Pregnant By Now Is My 2nd Babydaddy. I Answer And He's Instantly Yelling "Where You At?" I Tell Him And He Continues To Yell "Why You Searching For Me?!" And Some More Stuff I Didn't Understand. I Calmly Tried To Explain To Him I Had No Idea What He Was Talking About. He Kept Yelling And My 1st Babydaddy In The Background Saying "Tell Him I Said Hello" Petty. Yeah I Know. I Hang Up Because I'm Not About To Argue With Him Around My 1st Babydaddy's Family. His Brother, His Mother, And Her Husband Were All There As Well. Few Seconds After I Hang Up I Get A Text Saying "So You Leave Me To Go Over There With Him. Don't Fuck With Me No More Bro. Probably Ain't My Damn Kid. Get The Fuck Outta Here." I Started Crying Immediately. I Mean Snot Running Out My Nose Crying. I Replied " Imma Do The Right Thing And Tell You Why I'm Blocking You. I Don't Want Her Daddy. Not Attracted To Him AT ALL. He Wanted To See Her Since I Was In Mobile So That's What I Did. I Left Cause You Wasn't Talking To Me. But I'm Blocking You Cause This Your Second Time Saying This Ain't Your Child. So Don't Be There For Me. I'm Good Without You Or Any Other Nigga. I Got My Kids Period. So Since You Think This Ain't Your Child I'll Let You Know When I Have Him Or Her And You Can Come Ger Your DNA Test And THEN Be There For YOUR Child!" Then I Blocked Him Before He Could Reply. My 1st Babydaddy Tried To Calm Me Down But I Felt Like He Had Something To Do With It. I Know Him. Him And I Weren't Even Physically Attracted To Each Other Anymore. Haven't Had Sex With Him Since October Of 2019 And When We Did Try Then He Couldn't Get Hard. Him And I Had Absolutely Nothing Going On. We Were Literally Just Co Parenting. I Left And Later Tried To Figure Out What He Meant By Searching Him. I Check My Snapchat And I See My 1st Babydaddy Took Pictures On My Phone With Our Daughter Like He Always Does And Sent Them To Himself. After Talking To My 1st Babydaddy I Learn That He Saw My 2nd Babydaddy's Name On My Snapchat And Added Him From His Snapchat. It Wasn't Hard To Find Him. Not Like I'm Snapchating A Bunch Of Guys. If You Knew I Was Pregnant Then You Could Easily Find Out By Who With Just One Look At Who I've Been Snapchating. I Knew Nothing About This. He Has Been Getting My Phone And Talking Pictures With Our Daughter On My Snap For Her Whole Life So It Never Crossed My Mind That He Would Do Something Like That. I Unblocked My 2nd Babydaddy And Explained What Happened But I Blocked Him Right Back Because I Didn't Care To Know What He Had To Say After That. I Was Pissed To Finally Know He Didn't Think This Was His Baby Even Though Most The Time He Was Rubbing My Stomach And Always Asking "How's My Son?" We Don't Know The Sex Of The Baby Yet But He Strongly Believes It's Going To Be A Boy. I Was Hurt. I'm Honestly Still A Little Hurt. I Did Try To Contact Him The Day Of My Appointment But He Had Me Blocked. So I Sent Him A Friend Request On Facebook To Get His Attention. His Reply Was "What Do You Want? Why Are You Sending Me A Friend Request?" He Knew About The Doctor's Appointment Before All This Went Down Because He Was Suppose To Go With Me But After Reading That I Was Like Fuck It. I Didn't Even Waste My Time To Reply. He Went Weeks Without Checking On The Mother Of His Child. This Is Where My Feelings For Him Changed. I Still Love Him, Just Not As Strongly As I Did Before. My Best Friend Always Tells Me "You Can't Help Who You Love."

I Unblocked Him About A Week Ago Just To See If He Would Do The Right Thing And Check On His Child. I Get A Text From Him That Said "Look I'm Not Gone Lie I Don't Feel The Same About You. I'm Like Hella Horny And Don't Want To Go Elsewhere So Can You Come To Me Tonight?" I Know What Most Of You Are Thinking. Why Didn't He Just Get It From The Other Girl Like He's Been Doing? I'm Not Sure, I Didn't Ask Either. But I Can Say I Agreed With His Text. I Had Been Horny Too And Since I'm Pregnant I Can't Go And Find Someone Else. I Also Didn't Feel The Same About Him Either. He Really Felt Like I Told My 1st Babydaddy To Add Him. He Felt Like I Was Leaning On My 1st Babydaddy As A Back Up And I Seriously Wasn't But I Was Over Trying To Explain Myself. I Replied "No Talking. And I'm Definitely Not Staying" And I Meant That. He Later Explained How He Felt Even Though I Told Him He Didn't Have To Explain. He Texted "How Do You Honestly Think That Looks To Me? After A Couple Hours Of You Being Gone I Get A Friend Request From Him. I Call And He's Telling You To Say Hello. Then You Hang Up And Block Me. Then He Comes Messaging  Me And Asking Do I Think I'm Hard. Bruuuuuuuu That Shit Sent Me Through The Roof. If I Would Have Had Your Location I Would've Came Right Over There On Bullshit. I Still Want His Head Foreal And That Ain't Gonna Change. Then You Say You Feel Different About Me 🙄. How When It's Like This Because Of You And Yours? Yet I'm Getting Looked At Different lol. Oh Well Tho. See Ya In A Bit" After Reading That I Didn't Even Reply. I Took A Shower And Headed To Him. What That Song Say? "Doing 80 In A 60, Fuck A Ticket." Well That Was Me. It's Like 11pm. Besides In Creola, I Did 55mph On Cruise Control Through There. If You Know Then You Know. I Texted Him When I Was Outside. My Plan Was To Walk Right In And Get To Business But That Didn't Go As Planned. He Turned On Paid In Full And Left Me In The Room By Myself. I Figured He Was Smoking. He Smokes Cigarettes And I Can't Stand The Smell Of Them Since I've Been Pregnant. So I Chill Out And Watch The Movie Until He Came Back In. I Wasn't Tripping Because I Still Wasn't Talking To Him. He Finally Came Back In And Laid In The Bed With Nothing But His Draws On. I Take My Clothes Off And Come Towards Him To Start Giving Him Head. He Pushed Me Down On The Bed And Started Sucking On My Titties. I Was Already Turned On The First Couple Seconds Of That. What Can I Say My Body Missed Him. He Went Down To Give Me Head. It Was That "I Miss You Head" Some Of Y'all Know What I'm Talking About. He Gave Me Head Until I Squirted Which Didn't Take Long Cause He Knows My Body. He Came Up And Kissed Me. I Mean A Real Nasty Tongue Kiss. He Loves When I Squirt So He Instantly Got Hard And Started Fucking Me. The Room Filled With My Moans. Every Stroke Got Deeper And Slower. He Whispered "I Missed You Girl" In My Ear. I Could Feel His Dick Getting Harder. It Did That When He Told Me Something He Really Meant. Weird Huh? I Didn't Say Anything Back Though. Just Pulled Him Closer. He Start Stroking Harder And Harder. He Found That Spot And Stayed Right There. Same Spot With A Constant Stroke. My Legs Wrapped Around Him I Grabbed His Headed And Started Kissing Him. He Then Said "You Hurt Me Girl" And Continued To Try To Talk About His Feelings. I Ignored Him Because I Was Honestly There Just To Fuck. We Fucked And He Ate Me Out For Hours. Bed Soaked And He Was Sweating Like Crazy. I Loved When He Sweated Like That And Still Kept Going. I Eventually Looked Him In His Eyes And Told Him That I Loved Him And Missed Him While We Were Fucking. No It Wasn't Just Sex Talk, I Meant It. He Asked Did I Give His Pussy Up And I Told Him I Didn't But I Could Tell He Didn't t Believe Me. I Kept Trying To Kiss Him So He Wouldn't Talk So Much. Some Things He Said Would Turn Me Off But He Would Just Give Me Head Until I Squirted To Get Me Back Right. He Stopped For A Water Break. He Didn't Nut Yet So I Tried To Wait On Him To Finish His Break But I Had To Get Back Home To My Daughter. I Waited Just A Few Minutes Longer Laying There Naked Waiting On Him To Come Stick His Dick In My Mouth Like He Normally Did After His Breaks. He Was Taking Too Long For Me. So I Put My Clothes On, Explained To Him I Had To Leave And I Left. I Texted Him When I Got Home. And He Said Okay. I Don't Know About Him But I'm Fine With Just Having Sex And Checking On Our Child. Nothing More. Nothing Less.