I Know Now

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Seokjin,
              I know I don't deserve you. I know I did nothing to make it up to you. I know I was not anyone perfect. I know that everything went wrong. I know how terrible you felt. I know how we fell apart. I know I made you cry. I know I made you leave. I know you don't love me anymore.

But bae, I also know how you care for me. I know how you waited for me. I know how you feel betrayed. I know all the dreams you had. I know how I shattered our happy life. I know all the unknown letters you wrote. I know your feelings. I know you loved me. I know I'll make it up to you. I know I'll try my life best.

Jin, but you don't know what I did. What I suffered. What I missed. How terrible I felt. How much of my life is chopped out. How much I regret.

  I miss you Jin. I do a lot. I do every day. I do every second. Swear on you. I love you much more than you can imagine. I know now ...
                                                               Namjoon

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