3. Standing In The Storm, Screaming At The Sky

My Problem With Kids

11.08.20

I hate kids

Because all they do is ignore me

They never listen

They think it's funny

When I'm so mad I'm crying

No matter how many times I say it

It just shows how much attention

People pay towards me

I guess they all think I'm joking

I don't think anyone realises

Just how much this affects me

They don't see

Just how damaging

Toxic

And crazy this is

Maybe they think I don't mean it

Or I'm too angry

And sensitive

All kids have done is cause me misery

As soon as they come along

That was it

I felt cast aside

Forgotten

Only remembered when something was wrong

I don't think I'll ever like kids

Or even want my own

At least not until someone loves me enough

To forget these painful memories

To let these scars fade

Maybe then I'll have more of a chance

At healing

I just can't help thinking

Maybe if someone loves me enough

I'll be fixed

Instead of broken

But I know deep down

That'll never happen