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Dimoni Mercedes Walker🗽 Harlem, New York.
"hmm," Siah said holding the water to my face
"move- I'm fine please move!" I groaned wiping my eyes
it was about 2 am and I was sitting on the side of the toilet throwing up. Siah woke up soon as he heard me remove myself from the bed.
"bro I'm not letting you sit here by yourself," he shook his head taking a seat by the tub
I didn't even attempt to argue with him I just took the water and wash rag holding it to my head
my breathing picked up feeling my body shake a bit, he grabbed ahold on my body lifting it up
"I can't do this anymore Siah I need the pills," I told him dropping my head
"no you gotta work through this shit," he replied wiping my forehead
"it hurts."
I placed my hand on the floor letting my tears drop as my vision got blurry by the minute. it was finally done, well not completely but this was the first withdrawal
"come on," I heard him say picking me up taking me back to the bedroom placing covers over me
I wiped my face once more with the hoodie he let me borrow staring at the window
"turn towards me."
hearing his voice again made me pretend like I was asleep he wasn't stupid tho...
"Dimoni," he said sternly
I huffed turning so my head was on his chest while he rubbed my back
"stop crying," he whispered kissing my head
...
"wake up before I start kicking shit!" Tylil busted in the room moving the covers off my face
"nigga why you came in here bothering her," Siah laughed keeping his eye on the tv
I guess they were both already playing the game like the last 2 mornings
"we going out today so get up," he told me tapping my leg
