Family?

5

"You want something to eat al?" Tom asked softly. I shook my head and he gently sat down on the bed resting his hand on my knee "please eat something you havent eaten since adam left im worried about you"
"Im not hungry" i said. That was all i really had said since adam left. Or something along those lines. A conversation hadnt happened and i rarely ever got close to any if the boys unless it was in the car when dom forced me out so he could watch over me.
"Okay" he left a cereal bar on the table next to the bed and went back to his room. They took turns him and michael since dom couldnt bare to hear me refuse. He tried light conversation a few times but i just brushed him off. Eventually he moved over to the boys room. My stomach rumbled but still i didnt feel like eating since i knew id just throw it back up again. There was a knock on the door to my room but i ignored it since after the past four days i wasnt interested in speaking to anyone i didnt have to about things i didnt need to. I groaned when it didnt stop and eventually gave in
"Alright im fucking coming!" I stood up trying to make the clothes id worn for four days straight look presentable before opening the door. I saw him case in hand and a very tured sorrowful look on his face as he stood in the hallway. I wanted to be mad at how long hed been gone or at the fact hed not answered mine and the boys calls. I wanted to scream in his face and slam the door. But i couldnt do any of that. Instead i wrapped my arms tightly around him hugging him close. He did the same still stood in the hotel hallway in utter silence with his arms wrapped tightly around me. I heard another hotel door go
"Shit its adam" i heard dom say with slight excitement in his voice
"Get back inside and let them have their moment" tom scolded in a whisper. From the sound dom made tom pulled him back in the room and the door closed again making me giggle.
"Dont think for one second youre off the fucking hook teddy" i mumbled into him. I was still a little mad despite being relieved he was safe.
"We can talk about that later" he said tapping my shoulder wanting me to get up. I refused and felt him gently pick me up arms still around his neck and carry me to the boys room. He knocked and walked in with me setting me down on the floor in their room
"Cmon kiddo you need to let go of me at some point." I nuzzled into him and the reality of the situation hit me. I started crying quietly
"Are you crying?" Adam asked and i nodded "listen you need to let go and we can sit down on the bed. Im not going anywhere okay?" I pulled away and sat down on the bed curling up with my head rested on his lap once he had sat down. The boys knew better than to make a comment with the way i was so none of them bothered to.
"Were glad youre okay" dom said walking around and awkwardly hugging adam to manoeuvre around me
"Yeah. Weve all been worried." Michael said glancing at me "Ally hasnt eaten anything since you left and shes hardly said a word either" i tensed up preparing for a lecture from adam about how unhealthy that was but i instead felt him softly stroke my hair
"That true?" He asked
"Teddy i dont wanna talk about this right now"
"You heard her now shut it" he said to michael. He was still stroking my hair as i cried into his lap silently.
"Okay so are you still gonna fly out to California with us?"
"Yeah. Im not going anywhere." He looked down at me "and thats a promise" i hummed lightly in response and closed my eyes comfortable on his lap listening to the boys conversation "im starving do you wanna go out for breakfast."
"Sure" dom said more than happy that his best mate was back. The other too agreed and adam nudged me slightly
"Come on. You can sleep in the car on the way up" michael drew a breath no doubt ready to expose the fact i also hadnt slept more than an hour combined since he left but i shot him a glare and he quickly shut up.
"You guys meet us down there. I need to get changed into something more acceptable." I knew exactly what he wanted to do. The boys left and only when adam head them move away from the door did he speak "you didnt eat?"
"No. I felt too sick. Was worrying too much. I thought id lost ya" his face softened and he placed his hand gently to it wiping the tear that fell down my cheek
"You didnt eat at all?"
"No. The boys tried they really did but it was no use. Im fucking stubborn when i want to be" he chuckled lightly at that and removed his hand instead pulling me into a hug.