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A couple days later
Noah: hey want to go for a drive?
He says as he peeks his head into my room
Kenna: sure where are we going
Noah: I figured we could just drive around I need to talk to you about something that's on my mind
Kenna: ok I need to just finish getting ready
Noah: ok
He walks out and I go get ready
I wear this

A couple days later Noah: hey want to go for a drive?He says as he peeks his head into my roomKenna: sure where are we goingNoah: I figured we could just drive around I need to talk to you about something that's on my mindKenna: ok I need to just ...

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I go down stairs and Noah is getting his shoes on
Noah: you ready
Kenna: yeah
We get into his car and go down the street. We have been driving for a while and when we are 2 streets away from ours he mentions this
Noah: hey Kenna I have been thinking a lot and I think we should take a break
Kenna: why's that?
Noah: I just feel like I need to figure out what I want
Kenna: ok
By then we were in the driveway. I was holding back tears as I realized I really needed Noah and he was the one thing I have rn. Since bryce is always with addi, josh has nessa, jaden has mads, and Blake's really into Amelie, Noah was all I had
When we got home I ran up to my room and started bailing my eyes out
Bryce: hey what's up?
Noah: umm...
Bryce: tf did you do Noah
Noah: I think that me and Kenna are taking a break so I can figure out what I want
Bryce: holy shit you-
He runs up stairs to go check on Kenna
Bryce: hi?
I knocks lightly on the door
Kenna: go away
Bryce: I just want to talk
Kenna: later
Josh comes over
Josh: what's going on
Bryce: Noah and Kenna are on a break and Kenna won't talk to me
Josh: can I try?
Bryce: go for it
Josh knocks on the door
Josh: hello?
Kenna: what!!!
Josh: can I talk to you
Kenna: no
Josh: you sure
Kenna: fine
Josh walks in and sits down next to me and I fall into his arms he hugs me
Josh: hi
He sits me back up
Josh: don't be sad forget your a bad bitch you don't need a man to complete you
Kenna: thanks josh
I give him one last hug then he leaves and all of a sudden Charli, and Larray are in my room
Kenna: where did you guys come from?
Larray: doesn't matter we just want to tell you that we are here for and you don't need no mans hun your the baddest bitch I know
Charli: yeah you don't need anyone I mean it's for the best
Kenna: thanks
They give me a hug then leave. Even Larray and Charli didn't help me get over this sadness. I go and crawl into my bed and strat watching Netflix.
1 hour later
I start crying again but then I decide to go take a shower
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After my shower I sit on the floor starring at my razor. I pick it up. I drag it across my wrist. I guess I should tell you guys about my past

Before I moved here. I used to get bullied a lot, I never told anyone except for my closest friend emma and my family but 3 years ago I was diagnosed with depression and it really was bad 1 year ago. To the point where I would cut myself every day. I haven't told anyone in sway so nobody knows.

Blood started to drip down to arm. I slit it one more time before I got up and rinsed the blood off I decided to go to bed after that
The next day
I go down stairs
Josh: hi whats up
Kenna: nothing much I am going to get coffee do you want one
Josh: sure
Kenna: ok bye
I get in my car and go down to Phil's. I get home
Josh: wanna go swimming?
Kenna: sure
Josh picks my up and throws me into the pool
Kenna: fuck you
Bryce comes outside
Bryce: yo yo
I hold up a peace sign. I see bryce starring at my wrist
Bryce: hey Kenna
Kenna: yeah?
I say oblivious to the fact that he saw my cuts
Bryce: what's on your wrist?
I jump out of the pool and run to my room. But I the hallway I run into Noah. Without out even hesitating I step to the side and keep going to my room. Noah sees bryce chasing after me
Noah: bryce what's going on
Bryce: Noah Kenna is not doing ok
Noah: is it because of me
Bryce: I don't know
Noah: can I at least talk to her
Bryce: I don't know if rn is a good time for that
Noah: bryce what's going on
Bryce: Noah, Kenna has depression and last year it got so bad she would resort to cutting her wrists so now she's doing it again
Noah: why did she not tell me that
Bryce: she really hasn't told anyone
Noah: please can I talk to her
Bryce: let me talk to her first
We walk over to Kenna's door
Bryce: hey... can we talk
Kenna: fine
Bryce walks into my room. I start breaking down and crying
Bryce: hi
Kenna: hi
Bryce: I want you to know I am here for you and I really want you to talk to someone before you resort to cutting, I don't want it to get as bad as last year
Kenna: I know it's just i i don't know what else to do that's just how my brain works
Bryce: Kenna please don't cut
Kenna: I won't anymore
Bryce: hey Noah really wants to talk to you?
Kenna: no
Bryce: please
Kenna: no
Bryce: just let him explain himself
Kenna: ok
Bryce walks out. Noah knocks on the door frame
Noah:hi
Kenna: hello
Noah: hey I want to tell you why I want to take a break
Kenna: go for it buddy
Noah: I feel like we didn't get to know each other enough and our relationship was really rushed so I think we should just be friends so we get to know each other better and maybe something will happen from there but I really don't think it's good for either of us to rush into a relationship
Kenna: I see where your coming from and I totally get it it's just at first o thought you were completely done with me and we couldn't have anything anymore
Noah: Kenna I will always want you in my life no matter what
We hug and we walk out of my room going downstairs

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