Dangerously in Love | | Mattia Polibio

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Everyone stood in the hospital spending the night there. They wanted to know if y/n was going to make it. And if they could see the baby. Mattia couldn't fall asleep and neither could anyone else, they just kept replaying what happened over and over again

Emily
you gotta talk to him y/n, he's not going to let you go

Y/n
None of them will, I never thought they cared about me this much

Emily
they're family. Of course they care about you

Y/n
did you ever y'all go your mom and dad? Or bouncer

Emily
no, I couldn't do it, it was too hard seeing them cry for me

Y/n
he misses you, bouncer. you were like a daughter to him

Emily
I miss talking to him

Y/n
then talk to him, we are spirits you know, I know it's hard talking to the living but we're strong enough to do it

Emily
In order for us to talk to the living, they need to know we're there y/n, that's how I talked to you, you knew I was right by your side, you never once doubted that I wasn't there

Y/n
bouncer wants to talk to you, he goes to your grave everyday week, talks to you for hours, you were like the daughter he never had

She let a tear fall down her cheek

I smiled but that soon faded away as I felt a sharp pain in my stomach

Emily
What wrong?

Y/n
I-I don't know, it hurts

Emily
hurts? Y/n were dead! You can't feel anything?

Y/n
I'm not dead yet, I'm just unconscious. Remember, they're not taking me off life support, and I think I'm waking up from it

she looked concerned and confused at the same time. Then I woke up on the hospital bed seeing the lights brighten, it hurt. Everything started hurting. I heard the heart monitor start beeping fast and the doctors rushed in

Mattia
We were all sitting in the waiting room waiting for something to happen, anything, then we heard the doctors running to a room, I got up fast and asked a nurse what was going on

Nurse
we can't tell you yet, the doctor will come out and tell you shortly

Diego
you can't just tell us what going on? It's takes a couple fucking words to come out your damn mouth!
he yelled out

Nurse
I'm going to have to ask you to sit down and wait till the doctor comes out to tell you

They both sat down by every one and their hearts started beating fast, they're were worried. Worried she wouldn't make it

Mattia's phone rang

It was Stanley

Stanley

hey Stanley
Mattia said calmly not wanting to tell him what was going on

hi Mattia. sorry I couldn't make it yesterday to the party I had homework, But y/n told me to all her after I was done so she could pick me but she hasn't answered me, I can walk there if she wants me to but-

Mattia cut him off

Stanley, um, y/n's in the hospital right now, she got shot in the chest and it doesn't look too good
he said running his eyes

so she's dying?
he said about to cry

She's on life support, but the doctors rushed in her room and their not telling us what's going on, I gotta go
mattia said hanging up the phone

As Stanley heard y/n was shot his heart sank, he thought she was dead, but then he realized she might actually die. She might leave him, he dropped his phone on the ground and started crying, he didn't want her to leave him, who would be his side when people picked on him? Who would take care of him? Who would protect him when he can't protect him?
Who will be his best friend? Y/n was the closest thing he had to a family, his parents were never around and they seemed to not love him. Yes, he has Dixie, but she doesn't know what y/n knows, she doesn't know that he was suicidal, doesn't know that he's scared going to school. Doesn't know how insecure he is about his looks, his body. His appearance

She was the only person who never made fun of him. Who was always there to protect him, she was his reason of not hurting himself, she saved his life

Emily
you okay?

Y/n
no, going back to my body that's slowly dying hurts so damn much

Emily
well when you were back in your body Stanley found you died, I went to check up on him and he's gonna do it

Y/n
I'll be back

she said vanishing and reappearing at Stanley house

She got to his room and seen him sitting down on the floor with his head to his knees sobbing, she seen a gun beside him along with a note, she knew what he was going to do

She walked over to him placing her hand on his and he looked up shocked and crawled

Stanley
h-how? you, Mattia told me you were in the hospital and, aren't you dying? How are you here?

Y/n
I am dying. Tony shot me last night in my chest, the hospital knows I'm not going to make it but my family doesn't want to let me go, I'm a spirit on earth, my body may be alive but my soul doesn't want to go back in, it hurts being in the body 

Stanley
so how am I seeing you

Y/n
perk of talking to the devil I guess, but mainly the energy a person has can cause you to see a sport you want to. Stanley you can't hurt  yourself

Stanley
but what am I going to do without you? You protected me from being bullied, your my only friend

Y/n
That's not true. You have Dixie and charli?

Stanley
but they don't know. They can't fight back like you can?

Y/n
But Mattia can. And the rest too, they made a promise to both you and I that they will protect you, they won't anything happen to you Stanley, and I'll still be here, right by your side, you call my name or think of me and I'm right there. Protecting you

Stanley
so are your really dying?

Y/n
my family doesn't want to admit it but yes, Stanley I need you to do me a favor

Stanley
what is it?

I whispered something to him and he didn't want to do it at first, but after looking  at me he agreed

I got chemistry math and English tmrw

chemistry teacher is stupid ass shit and so is the call
Math is so fucking confusing, I am so fucking dumb, I swear to the devil himself
English is low key good ngl i fuck with it