Gon: You ok Hisoka?
Me: Sure
Killua: *gets up and unties Gon* There's no hope in us getting out
Me: How do you know that?
Killua: I've been in here before and tried getting out, it didn't go well
Me: Do you know why Illumi is acting like this?
Killua: He's being controlled
*Illumi walks back*
Me: Illu please stop this isn't you
Killua: Stop trying
Illumi: Hisoka this hurts me more than it will ever hurt you *throws nen dart*
Me: *dodges it* Illumi are you trying to kill me?!
Illumi: *throws another*
I grab Illumi's shirt and pull him closer to me. My lips meet his and he surprisingly kisses back. I pull away and look him in the eyes.
Me: Illu please snap out of it
Illumi: *shakes head* Snap out of what?!
Me: You know what I mean now let us out
Illumi: I'm sorry but I can't do that *starts walking away* I'm sorry
I stand there looking down the hall as Illumi walks away.
Gon: You ok?
Me: Does it look like I'm ok?!
I punch the wall and leave a hole in it.
Killua: Hisoka did you just break through a concrete wall? *shocked*
Me: *looks at hole* I guess so
Killua: *stands up* wait do it again
Me: W- Ok? *punches wall*
Gon: We can get out that way!
Killua: Took you long enough, Hisoka can you-
Me: I'm not doing that again *looks at hand*
Killua: Who cares if you're bleeding, it's for Illumi right? You want him back don't you? You know that the phantom troupe will kill him right
Anger started to build up and I punched the wall three more times. Parts of the wall crumbled down to my feet. I hear footsteps and stop. I look down the hall and see Silva walking towards us.
Silva: *looks at the wall* Trying to escape I see
Me: Where is Illumi?!
Silva: *walks away* Escape and I'll kill you
Me: *screams*
I fall to the floor crying again. Why was I so emotional? I've never cared about someone so much to the point where I cry. What if he wasn't being controlled and he actually wants to kill me. No he wouldn't turn on me, would he?
Gon: Well escaping probably isn't a good idea
Killua: No we can't just give up, Hisoka is literally broken down. I can tell he really cares for Illumi and as much as I hate both of them I want to help. If we escape I'll go after my father and you too will run out and go find Illumi.
Gon: Wait, you're going to fight your dad?
Killua: If I have to yes *stands up* Come one Hisoka pull yourself together and let's get out of here
Me: There's no point in trying at this point
Killua puts both of his hands on my shoulders and shakes me.

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Hisoka X Illumi Fanfic
FanfictionI don't know what this is. This is different than the other stories I've made and I kinda like it. Yes I like anime haha I've seen a bunch of Hisoka Xreader or Illumi Xreader and not many of just Hisoka and Illumi together and that kind of stuff. So...