(not)EXISTING - ongoing

06

9:06pm

"Okay.So malaki sweldo mo kung ganon?"

"10k."

"Oh.My.God."

"Why so surpise?Hahaha."

His laugh is so sexy.

"W-wala."

"Come on.Ask me."

"Okay.So,'yong 10k na yon,isang buwan mo na yon na sweldo?"

"Nope.10k per shooting."

"Wow.So,sa isang araw may 10k ka na.Habang nagpoposing ka lang naman tapos pipicturan ka lang.Ganon lang?"

"HAHAHA."

Napatingin ako sa gawi niya.

Bakit parang ang sexy ng tawa niya?

May ganon ba?

Tawa lang,pero sexy.

"Bakit ka tumatawa?"

"You're just funny.HAHAHA."

He said while laughing.

His hands in his tummy.

I joined him laughed.

We may look like crazy but I'm enjoying this.

"You really are funny."

"You think so?"

"Yeah."

"Ang daya lang kase.Isang araw ko 500 lang tapos sayo 10k.Tapos magpoposing ka lang naman don."

"HAHAHA."

"Bakit ka ba tawa ng tawa?"

"It's just that your accent with the word posing.HAHAHA."

"Nakakatawa accent ko?"

"Yeah.HAHAHA."

"Posing-posing."

"HAHAHA."

"Posing-posing."

"Stop it.My stomach hurts from laughing."

I smiled.

He's so cute.

Just a single word of mine,pwede na syang mamatay sa kakatawa.

Wait.

"Drake."

"Yeah?"

He said while trying to calm his laughter.

"Hindi naman kita ginawang ganyan ah."

"What do you mean?"

"Hindi kita ginawang,tatawa sa isang word lang.Oo,I made you a funny guy pero...parang mali."

"Ow.That.I read your diary and story.I kinda think about this earlier."

"Ang alin?"

"Me.I'm going to change myself.I'm gonna go against the me that you made and gonna live with my true self.Not the Drake in those fictional book of yours."

That makes me silent.

So,gusto niyang mabuhay na totoo talaga?

Gusto niyang mag-exist na siya.

Himself.

"You know.Life is not like in your books."

"Yeah."

Is the only answer I said to him.

"So,expect some changes from me.I know you know me too well.But...I'm gonna change myself."

"Okay.Buhay mo naman yan e."

I said and heard the doorbell.

"The pizza."

He said and stand up.

Walked to open the door.

"S-sino ka?!"

I heard.

Parang babaeng sumigaw.

Dali-dali akong pumunta sa pintuan para tingnan kung ano ang nangyare.

"What the fck?!"

Nakita ko sa pinto ang umiiyak na si Sandra.

"Sandra."

I called.

She looked at me with her teary eyes.

"Hailey ko."

She cried.

Lumapit ako sa kanya at niyakap siya.

"Haileyyy kooo.Huhu."

She cried again.

"Anong nangyare?"

Tanong ko habang hinahagod ang likod niya.

"You two should take a sit."

Sabi ni Drake sa likod ko.

Tumango ako at tinulungang lumakad si Sandra.

Umupo kami sa sala at tinanong ko ulit anong nangyare.

"I hate myself for always caring at someone who does'nt give a sht 'bout me."

She started.

She looked me in the eyes bravely.

Then just stared.

And I stared at her too.

Minutes later,she started to cry again like a baby.

"Uwaaa,Hailey kooo."

Iyak niya at niyakap ako.

Niyakap ko rin siya ng mahigpit at hinagod-hagod ang likod niya.

"Huhuhu."

I just let her cry.

Hindi na ako nag tanong kung ano ba ang nangyare.

"Who is she?"

Drake asked.

"Sandra."

Matipid kong sagot at hinihintay na matapos ang iyak niya.

"Hailey kooo."

I just sighed at hush her.

Saying 'everything's gonna be okay now'.

But everytime I said those words,mas lalong lumalakas ang iyak niya.

Parang bata pa naman siya umiyak.

Parang batang inagawan ng lolipop.