𝕋𝕠𝕩𝕚𝕔 𝔽𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕤𝕪

Sky Cry

Dave East
Harlem,New York

I sat in my home studio smoking my 5th blunt today was one of them days where reality set  in

"Even when your thuggin days are gone I'll still rep your name forever live on walking through the rain with no destination"I rapped lowly blowing out smoke

"Aye nigga what you doing down here in this dark ass room"Splash asked walking in

"What you want cuh"I spat looking up at him

"Aye nigga chill allat out Kairi wanna go to the aquarium"He said turning off my music

"Then take her"I said standing up grabbing my phone

"Really nigga"He said standing in front of me

I love my daughter to death but I needed to be by myself and I couldn't let her see me like this

"Really"I said walking past him going upstairs to my room
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I woke up from my nap seeing 11 miss calls from Ari I wanted to call her back but I didn't

I connected my phone to my speaker playing leave some day and going to my draw pulling a bag of percs out taking 3

"We all gotta leave someday and that's the scariest thing"I rapped feeling my body go numb as I laid back

I groaned as my phone rang again this time it was Crystal a stripper I met a few months back

"You busy"She asked

"Nahh I'll be over there in 15 minutes"I said before hanging up
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Ariana Dior

"Did daddy answer"Kairi asked for the 100th time today

She missed Dave and I've called him over 50 times

"No he just texted me saying he's in the shower he'll call you later"I lied trying not to show my true emotions

I don't know what Dave is doing and honestly don't care all I know is he better get it together

"You want to make cookies"I asked seeing she was on the verge of crying

"No I'm just going to watch Moana and go to sleep"She said getting in my bed under the blanket she got from the aquarium

I nodded and walked out going downstairs

"Splash where the fuck is your brother and what is he doing that's so important he cant answer for his daughter"I semi yelled letting some frustration out

"Man I don't know I went over there earlier and he wasn't trying to hear shit"He said with a mug

"She upstairs crying herself to sleep because she miss him"I said

"Jeremy go find your FUCKING BROTHER"Aaliyah yelled

"Yall act like I'm suppose to know his whereabouts"He said grabbing his keys and walking out

I shook my head and went back upstairs to take off my frontal
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"We finna go I'll be back"I said to Nicki grabbing Dave's plate

"Where yall going"She asked wiping down the counters

"I'ma go see if Dave at his spot if not ima just bring her back"I said grabbing my keys

"Okay yall drive safe"She said

"We will"I said walking out the door going to the car

"Are you mad at him"Kairi asked buckling herself in

Too smart for her age

"No I'm just in a bad mood"I lied connecting my phone playing my favorite playlist then pulling off
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I banged on Dave's door for the 6th time I knew he was here because both of his cars were

"Who banging at my door cuh"He yelled  before opening the door

"Your daughter"I said with an attitude

"Hey baby"Dave said picking her up kissing her cheek

I sucked my teeth

"You coming in"He asked moving to the side

"Nah G I'm just dropping off your food"I said handing him the plate

"Appreciate you"He said

"Mmmmhmm"I said walking back to my car

He really just pissed me off you couldn't even text me back after I texted and called you about your daughter missing you but answer your door smelling like a bitch

SICKENING
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I laid in my bed watching Netflix and filling out paperwork for my shop I looked at my phone seeing Dave's name pop up

He's called my 6 times today I honestly didn't want to bothered by anyone I haven't even been out my room

"Alexa play Sky Cry"I said pausing my show

"I know you love me baby you anit gotta act hard"I sung along with Youngboy

"Ari can I come in"Tae asked while knocking

"Come in"I said finishing something I was typing

"You okay"He asked sitting next to me

"Yes why"I semi lied

I wasn't feeling like Ariana I was feeling very depressed

"Just checking baby"He asked standing up and leaving out

I love them forever making sure I'm straight
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Dave East

"Daddy you know Ari's mad at you"Kairi said as she scrolled on tiktok

"Why you say that"I asked looking up from my phone

"Because yesterday you mad me sad and she didn't like that"She said looking at me

"What did she say"I asked being nosy

"Nothing she just took her wig off"She said

I looked at her shaking my head she so observant

Some way some how ima have to make it up to Ari her and Kairi are the two people keeping me sane