Started with a crash

Severe

Mikans POV:
I blacked out...
Was this the end?
I wouldn't mind that
I've had enough
I like the attention
However it's painful
It hurts
Darkness may have overwhelmed me however...I feel peaceful...

I try recalling what happened
How'd I get into this state
Ah..that's right!

I thought I could trust her...yet she teamed up with
Hiyoko....I care for hiyoko I really do...can't say she feels the same for me
I should've never tried to become friends with her
My crush...junko...damn it
She teamed up with her...right?? Junko...is the reason why....
Junko was the one that threw me under that car she's the reason for all this...why do I let my feelings decide for me...why do I...
Trust people I barely know....
Do I even have friends??
Komaeda-kun stood up for me once but...I'm not exactly close with him...I guess I could call chiaki a friend...she's closer with Sonia and hajime though so...
Maybe I should just give up

Maybe I died
And if I didn't
Maybe I should let go
After all
It would end my suffering

|time skip 6months|
Am I gone yet?
I don't think so
I hear voices
Familiar voices?? Should I be happy...
I don't think so
Unwillingly I open my eyes and let out a groan due to a white light shining in my eyes
Is this heaven?? I don't deserve this
Ah never mind
"Ah! I'll get your visitors and tell them the news! Oh please try sitting up a little ok girly?" The nurse asked
Visitors? Who'd visit me
"O-oh o-ok i-I'll t-try"
Damn it my stutter didn't go away
Painfully I manage to sit up
I had no major injuries unless they healed already
I still had bandages
The one on my leg was gone however now both of my arms had bandages
Nagitos POV:
I waited patiently in the waiting room
Most people gave up hope its been god knows how long....it's not like me and tsumiki are friends but I still do deeply care for her she's one of my classmates after all

After hajime keeps pushing me away I should try making friends with other people since I can't even befriend my crush
Am I really that weird?? Sure I may love ultimates and hope but...
"3 people at a time please!! She's awake"
The nurse let us know

As much as I wanted to see her
I decided I'll be in the last group since I can think of things to say to her rather than thinking on the spot
That's Y'know awkward??
Well then I should begin thinking

Mikan's POV:
Almost my entire class visited me
I didn't deserve their care
I didn't deserve anything
Why did the doctors save Me
What did I do to have them help me
The door reopening an closing broke me out of my despair inducing thoughts
"Uhm I guess it's just me now huh??" It was komaeda
I was sorta suprised
"U-uhm y-yeah...Oh! P-please t-take a s-seat s-sorry!"
Damn it
After all this time my stutter is still here
"Is something bothering you tsumiki-Chan?"
I didn't realize I zoned out
"If I'm bothering you, you can just tell me I'll let you rest"
I never really realized how caring komaeda really is...why does most of the class hate him anyway
"O-oh I-it's n-not a-about y-you...I-it's my s-stutter"
I never really talk about it to anyone
"Well when you think about things do you stutter in your mind?"
"N-no..."
"Then try talking like you talk to yourself!! Or you can take baby steps to get rid of it"
I decided to give it a go
"O-oh! So l-like this?"
Oh damn it
"That's better!"
Komaeda smiled which made my heart skip a beat
What the hell..why...why do I feel like this??
The door opened again
"Hey uhm I'm sorry but visiting hours are over again feel free to come again tomorrow miss tsumiki should be out in 2-3weeks" it was the nurse that took care of me
"Alright I'll be going then!! Get better tsumiki-Chan"
And off he went
I was once again alone
"Dinner will be brought soon! You can take a nap or go to the bathroom just ring the small bell next to you and I'll help you!"
"O-oh a-alright!! I w-will"
I lay back down
I was excited for once...
Excited about the fact komaeda might visit me
But why... what's the reason for this...

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