i've been home from this hospital for about 3 days. noah hasn't left my side. my parents went home yesterday i had to tell them about the baby, and at first they weren't happy but they got over it and felt bad for the pain that i felt. I was really bruised up and i had some scars from the emergency surgery they had to do. but i felt a lot better than how i did at first. honestly i'm upset about the baby but i know there wasn't anything i could've done to stop it. i just know i have to move on from it and keep the baby as a memory and life lesson as to what's happened.
"you okay baby?" noah asked wrapping his arms around my waist and putting his chin on my shoulder. i smiled and looked at us in the mirror. "yeah i'm okay. Just thinking." i said. he spun me around to where i was facing him. our faces just a few minutes from each other. he bent down and kissed me. "what are you thinking about!" he asked. "just everything i guess." i said. "is everything okay?" he asked. "yeah! we've just been through a lot lately and i don't know how to handle it i guess. what happens when you have to go back to sway and we have to be a secret again. i don't know what i'm going to do. addison went back home before i ever woke up so she doesn't really know what's happened. my social media hasn't expressed anything about what's happened, and i honestly don't really wanna tell them honestly." i said. "then don't. who says we have to be a secret anymore?" he asked. my eyes lit up, was he honestly say thing this right now. "y-you mean it? i know it was my fault we ended up being a secret anyways but i think i'm more unhappy now then i was then." i said. "then no more secret relationship. i'm not going to hide you from the world when you're the biggest part of my life." he said. "that's the best news i've ever heard." i said. "can we go to dinner tonight or something? i want to look pretty even if i don't feel it." i said. "you're always pretty no matter what." noah said. i smiled and kissed him. walking to the kitchen to get a snack of some kind. blake has had my dog since the accident. noah said he didn't think it was a good idea for me to have to look after him when i was feeling my best. so i think he's become the sway dog. Josh decided to name him Buddy so i guess that's the name he'll have.
i took a banana out of the fruit bowl on the counter. noah came walking up a few minutes later. he was wearing some grey shorts made out of sweat pant material and a black long sleeve shirt with white nike socks on. he looked really good and he didn't even have to try. "i have a sway meeting in 30 minutes. do you wanna come with me and see buddy and the other guys? maybe we can tell them we "got back together" and we can just hang out there for a little bit until we want to go to dinner?" he asked texting somebody on his phone. "yeah i'm down with that. i miss buddy." i said. i finished my banana and grabbed my birkenstock's before following noah out the door and to the parking garage. i still haven't gotten a new car yet for obvious reasons so i was just riding with people. i guess i should go car shopping soon but i almost feel scared to. i'm not scared to drive i don't think. i still tense up every time somebody has to slam on the breaks. i guess that's a normal thing?
we pulled up to sway and i opened up the door of noah's jeep, and stepping onto the curb. noah came walking around the car and grabbed my hand. we walked up to the front door and i took a deep breath. "i don't know why i'm scared ughh" i said. i laughed and he opened the door me following closely behind him. "who is that? NOAH!" blake said. I guess him and noah were friends now? "oh my god lawson!" blake said coming around the corner. he ran up to me and gave me a huge hug. buddy wasn't too far behind his tail was wagging and he was jumping up and down on my legs. "hey blake!" i said smiling at him. "how do you feel?" he asked. "i'm okay." i said. he smiled "i'm glad to hear it." "how are you doing?" i asked him. "honestly i feel back to normal. i don't think i took to worst of it. i'm pretty sure you did, but thank god you're okay now. for a while i really didn't think you were going to wake up.." he said. "well i did. you can't get rid of me that fast." "noah meeting in 10 come on!" josh yelled. "i'll just sit on the couch or something." i said. "no come sit in my room!" noah said. we walked to his room and all the guys were in there already. "hey bro wait excuse me? am i missing something?" bryce asked. "we're back together." noah said.
after noah's meeting we went back to my apartment and we showered and got ready for dinner.
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