"Liam, I-I don't know."were the first words I uttered from my mouth. All the secrets and all the lies began to file through my brain. Tears began to role from my crystal eyes. Liam was confused, as usual, but he brought me in with a love no woman could say no to. Louis...was all I could think about while I sat in his arms. I wasn't happy with myself, for sure, but that didn't mean he had to be satisfied with me breaking Li's heart. I pulled from his grasp then began to pace the room slowly. "I have to tell you something." click-click the paparatzi were at our window. click-click naked Liam shots for everyone...I thought as I began to shut the blinds.
"Anything darling."Liam said so sweetly I could taste the blan sugar in his words. I turned back to him tears still rolling. I found my spot across the room in my personalized beanie chair.
"I haven't been totally honest with you."I practically whispered to him. His eyes grew from suprisement, but soon I knew they'd show anger towards Lou and me, "I have been seeing Lou for the past three years behind your back."I said with hesitation. My head dropped to my hand where I bit one fingernail off after another. The room was silent. One. Two. Three. Deep breaths from him. Four. Five. More breathing before he rose swiftly from the creaky bed. click-click Damn paparatzi, I thought but before I could say anything I was being lifted to my feet.
"Damn it you bitch. I knew it." Liam was fierce with a passion I had never laid eyes on from him. A slap was put across my face. I held in the scream as I was slammed to the ground. I blacked out after that. I woke up on the same hospital room as Niall, only as a patient with him. No one was visiting us at the moment. I turned to the blond with a painful grin.
"Whaat happened?"I asked, my voice crackly from a deep slumber. click-click Shut the blinds...
"You were in an alley fight, Liam said. He savced you before you got too bad. Must have been a bad bitch, aye? She broke your jaw bone, and she gave you a concusion. You also have a few cards from Lou, Liam, Harry, and Zayn. Surprised Zay brought you anything. I always thought he hated you." yeah, me too. "Do you want me to call the nurse? Your head must be killing you love."
"Yeah, please."I said grabbing the cards from the small table beside me. The first was from Liam, and it was weighed down by something inside. I opened it with a slight frown upon my lips.
Aren't you glad you're my soon=to-be wife? I can't wait to have you home. -Liam xoxo
Inside was the ring he had purposed to me with. I breathed in deeply. One. Two. Three. I began to open the one from Lou.
When you get this, check twitter. It is fucking exploding about you cheating. Damn, what did you do? I will be destroyed. We already broke up over you, but now Eleanor won't even talk to me. You are really something we shouldn't have got into. Thanks. -Louis.
Four. Five. Then the tears began to swell along my water line. Who told them? Who exposed my life to the Directioners? I began to open Zayn's letter.
I did it bitch. Happy now? If you didn't love Liam, why did you do this in the-
One. Two. I tore Zayn's card in half and threw it in the garbage. I slipped the ring into my purse before reaching for Harry's. He can't turn on me either, can he? was all I could think of as I undid the card.
Hey Livi, I've been meaning to tell you that I am in absolute love with you. I hope you don't hate me like you must the other guys. I unfollowed all the boys for sharing the abvious pictures. I want to see you when you leave the hospital. I miss you, and girl don't ever think I will leave you. Please call me soon. -Ray.
It was the nickname I called him when it was just us. My hand reached for my laptop but it fell from my fingers. The nurse came in by now with morphine to stop the pain. I had her help me and I began to scroll through the hate.
"Bitch a cheater. Who she playing? We knew all along."
"Too bad she's being forced into a marriage."
"What a whore. She should have her own hate site."
I shut the thing immetidatly with such force it fell out of my lap once again. Sleep will help, and I slept until my ass couldn't take it anymore. I walked over to our window and looked down. There were many people crowded around the doors. Each sign had a different hate message on it. This is when I began to explode from tears. I pushed against the glass, and I gasped as it opened. I stepped outside and sit on the sill.
"Is this what you want? Do you want me to kill myself?"
"YES!"they all screamed in unison. I began to slip from the window. A strong hand grasped my arm hoisting me up.
