𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 || a john b. story♡

36

"Alright, this next song. I did not write it, but it has a very special connection to me. I cry to it sometimes, I sing to it, I laugh to it, but I miss the person that I was always singing it about. I am going to change some of the lyrics because, I want it to fit more what I'm going through right now. And some of you, may not understand why I'm about to say what I'm about to say. I'm sorry." She breathed out shakily.

Kie looked to John B, who was confused. She reluctantly played the track..

"I'm findin' ways to articulate
The feeling I'm goin' through
I just can't say I don't love you
'Cause I love you, yeah
It's hard for me to communicate the thoughts that I hold
But tonight I'm gon' let you know
Let me tell the truth
Baby, let me tell the truth, yeah

You know what I'm thinkin'
See it in your eyes
You hate that you want me
Hate it when you cry
Im scared to be lonely
'Specially in the night
I'm scared that I'll miss you
Happens every time
I don't want this feelin'
I cant afford love
Ya try to find reason to pull us apart
It ain't workin' we ain't perfect

But I know that you're worth it
I

can't walk away, oh!

Even though we're going through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It never changed my mind, 'cause baby
I'd still die for you
Baby I'd still die for you, yeah

I'm finding ways to manipulate the feelin' i'm goin' through
But baby boy, I'm not blamin' you
Just don't blame me too, yeah
'Cause I can't take this pain forever
And i won't find no one that's better
'Cause youre right for me, babe
And I think I'm right for you, babe

You know what I'm thinkin'
See it in your eyes
You hate that you want me
Hate it when you cry
It ain't workin' we aint perfect
But I know that we're worth it
I can't walk away, oh!

Even though we're going through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It never changed my mind, 'cause baby
I'd still die for you
Baby I'd still die for you, yeah

I would die for you
I would lie for you
Keep it real with you
I would kill for you, my baby
I'm just sayin', yeah
I would die for you
I would lie for you
Keep it real with you
I would kill for you, my baby
Na-na-na, na-na-na, na-na-na

Even though we're going through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It never changed my mind, 'cause baby
I'd still die for you
Baby I'd still die for you, yeah babe
(Die for you)"

She finished. Katie C was good at hiding her emotions while performing, but this time it was hard. She was crying.

It was evident in the end where her voice broke a couple times.

John B wasnt trying to cry in front of everyone at the Wreck, who were also crying due to Katie C's performance.

Katie C rested her forehead on her hands, which were covering the microphone. "Wow, I am so sorry. That doesn't normally happen." She looked up and sniffled with a smile.

Her tear stained cheeks shined under the lights. John B wanted to run away and jump into the ocean.

He started to get up and walk away...