Now You Notice Me (Iwaizumi x Fem reader)

Chapter 11

I stood in fear. I stood in front of Iwaizumi as he just opened the door when I was able to knock. He as well had a shocked expression. My face grew red from nervousness.

"Y/n?? what are you doing here" he asked and I jumped a little when he talked

"Oh umm well you see umm well Iwaizumi I umm well I just need to say umm" I keep saying umm Oh god imma die from embarrassment

I went quiet and I looked up at Iwaizumi as he looked at me with a confused looked. I took a big deep breath and sighed.

" I just wanna say that I'm sorry that I have been avoiding you. When i ran into you in the store I knew that you knew that I was avoiding but I had my reason but I feel like they are stupid. I get if you are mad at me and i get it i'm soo sorry Iwaizumi-chan. If you want I can tell you all about it i'm really really sorry senpai" I got shocked by the last word that left my mouth as I bowed to him. What the fuck why did that word come out?!?!?!

Iwaizumi was shook as well. We looked at each other and stayed quiet.

"Senpai huh" he said

i looked away and blush as he laughed

"Hey that's not funny. I'm sorry for calling you senpai Iwaizumi" i said

He stopped laughing and said that it was fine.

"Well to tell you right now with you avoiding I knew for a while and I know i probably I hurt you badly even though i'm not sure what I did but i'm so sorry" he said bowing

"I-Iwaizumi you didn't do anything it's just that I-" I stopped talking and looked away

"When we last hanged out after I got home I had a panic attack. For me they're really serious due to my anxiety and depression i had back in highschool. And the last panic attack I had was about 6 months ago and the reason might involved you. I ended up calling bsf/n and she came over quick even thought she was at our home town. The same with Tendou and Ushijima. The way bsf/n, Tendou and Ushijima are they told me not to talk to you at all until they came back from the break and i couldn't just do that too you because you mean a lot to me and i was thinking on just talking to you on new year but then i ran into the store and you walked passed me which showed me that you knew i was avoiding you soo for the last couple of days i been trying to apologize but every time i was about to knock i just ran away but this time you open the door before I could even knock." i said out of breath

i stood there waiting for a response because i know what i did was wrong but it was for my health but i just couldn't do this to Iwaizumi. Iwaizumi has a special place in my heart and I can't just drop and hurt him like that.

He patted my head and said "don't worry you didn't see me for your health and even though i don't know how or why i'm the part of the reason I don't care as long as your safe and healthy" he smiled

I felt my cheeks heat up. My eyes then widened and i hide my face inside of my scarf.

"Well since your here you wanna go to the cafe shop and get some coffee and shopping it's almost christmas and i need to get some people their gifts" he said

"Yeah sure I gotta do the same thing too" i said poking my face out of my scarf with a smile and Im not sure if i'm seeing things but I saw Iwaizumi's cheeks with a tint of blush.

"Oh before we go you don't wanna know like the whole situation with me and my panic attack" I asked tilting my head towards him

"Honestly I'm fine with not knowing because you did what you did for your own health and that's always comes first soo it's okay don't worry" he said smiling towards me and patting my head again