i was getting ready for the party,i changed into this leopard print dress,i literally never wear dresses tonight i would because i actually like this dress.
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after i got ready,i got into my car and drove to gus's,i didn't take me long since i was listening to music the whole time,then arrived i rang him and told him that i was outside,he came running out,he threw his blunt on the ground and got into my car,the weed came right into my house,i coughed gus how do you smoke that shit,it smells like shit he laughed,i doesn't i just love it he said,then we drove off you look good gus said thank you i said you look hot i said to him,thanks boo he said how about we do something gus said putting his hand my inner thigh,i tensed up,i would but i can't fucking walk i said to him no wonder chase cheated on you he said taking his hand off my thigh and looked out the window,what the fuck did you just say i said as i stopped the car,it's a fucking joke emma he said yeah make a joke about me being fucking heart broken,do you realise how fucked up that i said to him,you know i thought we had something,i guess not i said as i continued to drive to tracy's house,why do you like me gus said,because you made me fall for you i said he went quiet and then we arrived at tracy's.
i got out of the car and walked into tracy's house since the door was opened,i saw danny i walked over to him,fuck you look hot he said thanks i said do you know where nailea is i said,no but i know where we can go,she's doesn't like you danny i turned around and it was gus and how do you know that he said looking at gus,guys i really don't care i just wanna find nailea,she's in the kitchen gus said thanks i walked over to the kitchen,i dragged nailea to the bathroom with me,what's wrong she said gus i said sighing,what do you mean she said i fucking like him a lot a lot and we had sex like 3 times i said to her,woah that's a lot she said then why are you sad she said,because gus said do i wanna fuck in the backseats and i wasn't in the mood,because i'm in pain i said as my face went red,tmi she said,girl listen it's gus he's gonna come back around and he feels the same i feel it,he always talks about you to jazz and then he tells us what he says about you,oh i said now girls let's go because we are gonna try take some alcohol she said opening the door and walking out.
tracy's family,was big the house was literally packed with people,i mean it couldn't of be friends too,i walked over to mateo,andrea, danny and gus,girlllll andrea said you look good thanks i said hugging her same with you i said looking at her outfit,tracy was getting dragged around his house because his mom made him talk to everyone,i sat down and gus sat beside me,nailea looked at me,i was mentally dying right now,your probably like emma your a drama queen but i really loved chase and i hate bring in the topic so that's why i'm really fucking pissed at gus,emma gus called me,yeah i'm mumbled back at him, you look beautiful today,thanks i said quietly.
tracy's mom finished dragging him everywhere so we all went to his bedroom,i haven't been up here in months gus said i have never been here i said,i look down at my phone my mom was ringing me,one minute guys i said walking out of tracy's room,where the fuck are you my mom screamed at me,i'm at jazz's,that's a stupid name,mom just because your racist doesn't mean you can say that,and why are you racist by the way you should love everyone for the way they are it doesn't matter about there skin colour i said out of breath,get home now she said nope i hung up,i walked back into tracy's room,my mom put me in a really bad fucking mood.
it was getting late around 1am,guys i'm going home i said,no stay danny said uh no i replied,does anyone need a ride back i say yeah i do gus said,okay let's go,i hugged everyone expect danny because you would probably try feel me or some weird shit,we walked out of tracy's house and got into my car,sorry gus said it's fine i say driving out of tracy's driveway,it's not that was fucked up of me,yeah it was i say well sorry he said,i didn't answer and drove gus home,gus got out and walked around to my side of the car,i rolled down my window,you coming in he said,not tonight i just wanna go home and sleep okay he said he pecked on lips,bye he said bye i said and drove off.
i got home and i was so fucking tired,i was not having a shower at 1am so i got into my pjs and went of my phone and lied on my bed,the a notication came up and it was gus.
gus🌞
i know that u want me u know that i want u
u gonna have me in my feelz
thanks for a song name
feelz?
yeah
your welcome?
come over boo
i'm so fucking tired
okay boo gn
night *seen 1:32am*
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i never go to bed this early but i was tired,i turned off my led lights and went to sleep. i woke up and looked at my phone it was 4:21am i was sweating,for some reason,i took of my hoody and went back to sleep.
