i worked hard to forgive my
bones
for this anger towards
myself
i sat with my discomfort, the
burns lining my throat after i
set my own
insides on fire
i learned that pouring hatred
into my heart was a learned
behavior
that you had been teaching me
self-hatred for years
i worked hard to forgive my
bones
for this anger towards myself
but you
oh
how hard I've worked for this
anger
towards you