Jennie POV
Lisa is with chaeng at mall. Btw it's sunday, so we're free. I want to be with her now but I can't, She need a time, a time for other thing... Yeah, she's my girlfriend, I have a right to go with them but not all the time is she need to be with me...she's still need something to do and I need something to do too...sometimes. In relation, it's not always about a time with you... Look, your looking for her time, Did you ever think that she still need something to do? Give her a time for herself...
The relationship between you is not always about between you...
set her free even it's only one day... Let her spent her one day to other things... What if she will saw another men? Look, She will really look to other men, She's not a blind.
If you want guys a girl or boyfriend doesn't look to other, find a blind person... But remember this If she really love you, she will look at other but the only one she love is you. And you, trust at your partner...
Back to where I am. I'm in front of lia's grave... sitting there and of course I give her a flowers and I light up a candle for her. It's been a long time the last I've came here...
"Hey, Sorry if I stopped coming here"I said look insane talking to her gravestone "You know, It's hurt to me seeing you under the ground..."I said and look down "Btw, I thought I already find the girl you want for me"I said and chuckled
"A girl who cheer me even more you cheer for me... A girl who love me the more you love me..."I said smiling remembering how lisa cheering for me "Thank to her, She make me move on, on you. Don't get me wrong lia... I love you but, I think it change... Btw she look like you"I said "But you're mature than her... she always and love bate me, I don't know why, She's weird not like you because she will hurt me physically but then she will hug me and she will said her sorry"I said
I look around but there's a 6 to 9 people at here and we're really afar from each other
"If you, want me to play piano. she, she want me to play guitar. If you're really mature and she, she really like a 3 years old girl"I said and chuckled "If you are a giant then she's dwarf... that's why i'm teasing her dwarf then she will be mad at me so she will punish me not letting me to hugging or kissing her, so for her forgiveness...I letting her bite me"I said to her and slightly chuckled "Oh! And she know how to dance thu... Actually i'm wondering what other talents she have"
I look at her grabe stone and there's a butterfly taking rest to her gravestone
"Lia? It's that you?"I ask the butterfly "I take that as a yes"I said and chuckled "I hope you heard me since I tell you a story if mine because i'm lazy to repeat it again, You know me"I said and laugh
I remain silent and take a deep breath and look ay butterfly in her gravestone
"I hope that are you ok at lisa... You know, what I mean"I said "I really love her... To be honest... I love her more than I love you... don't mad at me ok... When we're still, I love you as my life so when you lost...I cannot affords to live like before and It make me different from the real jennie...I'm having a hard time to moving on with you... But, When I saw her, Lisa"I said and look at the butterfly "I feel the strange feeling... Then when I try to make near to her...I feel cure in the most worst disease in the word...She's the cure who made for me"I said and smile at butterfly "I really hope that you like her"I said and just sitted ther
I'm lowering my head and keep silence in a second then I look up and I saw the butterfly start fly. I wave and bid my goodbye. I stay in a minute there and I stand up
"I hope whenever where we're you is you already happy... And in peace...bye, lia"I said and tapped her gravestone and headed at my car
I gonna go to lisa... I want to be her now, I already miss her...It's already late so I guess—I change my mind... I gonna wait 'till tomorrow come. I'm driving when my phone suddenly rang, I answered it and put my earpods
"babe~~I miss you~" she said with her cute baby voice that made me smile
"I miss you too babe"I said focusing to road
"wait~~ Did I wake you up?" She ask
"No, I'm driving babe"I said
"Where did you go?"She ask
Should I answer her...? Of course!
"I visited lia's grave..."I simply said and I hear her lowly hum
"you love me so much right?" she ask that made me smile
"Yes,babe"I said
"you're mine right?"she ask again
"Yes,Babe...All of me is yours....Only yours"I said and I heard she mumble that made me smile like an idiot
"Good...I'm starting to jealous..."
"Babe, it's late so sleep and I see you tomorrow"I said
"No! I don't want thu... I want to talk to you 'till to your house"She said and I know she's pouting
"Ok, ok just stop pouting... I didn't know that dwarf know how to pout"I tease again and I heard her whined that made me laugh
"Stop teasing me and I gonna tell you what's happed to me this morning"She said and I hummed. She start telling her story happily. It's look like we're together... She's always talkative whenever we're in ride...I guess later on she's already sleeping
I'm almost at my house and It become silent to other line... i called her but I heard her snore. I smile and Was about to hang up the wall when I heard her
"babe~~ D-Don't.... le—leave me, Ok?"She said with her sleepy voice
I didn't hang up the call and just listen to her sleep talks... I cook my dinner and eat it... I hang up the call when I gonna take a bath
Lisa really love me a lot... as I love her too
When I'm done taking bath, I make my hair dry and when it dry I headed at my bed and take a dreamland
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