Forgotten Memories

Chapter 12 Lila

Leib pov

"I though back then hahanapin niya ako but until now wala parin siya " sabi ni Maxzin " I miss you, Lulu. Lulu I still wearing the necklace you give to me back then find me until is not to late for " what lulu is that me ? she talking about takang sabi ko sa sarili ko pero hindi eh iisa lang alam kong tumatawag sa akin si Lili lang imposibleng si maxzin at lili ay iisa

I miss my, Lili. My first love.My dream,before Sapphire came into my life si Lili parin ang mahal ko di ko alam kung paano naging kami ni Sap eh . Lili is the only one I loved until now. Hinahanap ko parin siya haggang ngayon but sad to say I can't find her its been a year since the day we first met that day is the best day of life that day I promise to her that I will marry her . I wish na suot parin niya ang kwentas na binigay ko sa kaniya noon .

I have this strange feelings to Maxzin the feeling that I feel when I'm with Maxzin and the feeling when back then I was with Lili is the same ' yung feeling na parehas na parehas talaga hindi kaya iisa lang sila based on what I have heard earlier the necklace and my name lulu which is only me and lili knows that name .

I moved my fingers and reach maxzin face, she is crying. Why is she crying is this because of me or that one she is saying earlier tanong ko sa aking isipan.

" why are you crying , Maxzin " tanong ko sa kaniya habang pinupunasan ko ang mga luha niya

" uhm .. wala lang I just miss someone " giit niya

" who is that someone you are talking about hmm care to share " sabi ko I just want to know who is the one she miss is that lulu is that me saad ko sa aking isipan

" someone who promise to me that he will find me but until now he still didn't find me weird right " sabi niya sa akin " I miss him , he is the reason why until now I still don't want to had a boyfriend I'm still waiting for him. He promise me he will marry me see this " sambit niya at ipinakita niya ang isang kwentas that necklace is very familiar to me that is the necklace that I gave to Lili .

"you are grown up now ,my lila " I said to her I can see in her face shocks reaction

" L-ulu is that you " iyak niyang sambit . I know maxzin you miss me so much I have waiting this moment and I can say is that this is already the moment I was waiting

" yes , its me my lila " sabi ko at agad niya akong yinakap . I can't express what I feel right now I was finally happy because the girl that I was finding for a long time is here in front of me hugging me tight

" I missed you lulu I thought I can't see you anymore " ngiting sabi niya na nakayap parin sa akin . I don't want to let her go I want to be with for the rest of my life I want to have family with her I want to have a little version of her and me someday .

" remember my promise that I will find you no matter what happen. Back then I was hoping that I can find you easily but its take years before I finally see you again lila there is a time that I'm tired of finding you but I love you so I will not get tired of searching you , we are destined to each other lila" I said and tighten our hugs

" how about Sap , Lulu " tanong niya and that's the problem

" we are already done , so no worries Lila . I don't love her anymore in the first place I didn't love her the way I love you my lila ever since we sap and I are together I still thinking about you I just cared for her remember all words I said to you that I love her that its lead me to kill myself yes I was just cared about her I only treat her as a sister " I said to her I can see in her eyes some emotions