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Cinnamon roll POV

Today is mine and uraraka anniversary we have been together for a year now and I'm excited ik it may not be that long but I think I love her with all my heart.

I have bought her a few gifts which is a big white teddy bear with a red bow on the neck, some of her fav chocolates along with a bouquet of red and white roses and to top it off I got her a promise ring engraved with our first and last names

She doesn't know I'm coming to her dorm bc I thought it would be nice to surprise her today. As Im walking to her dorm I notice her door is cracked open I slowly get closer but I think I hear moaning..?

I peek thru the crack and see my gf and my bsf making out on her bed..
I I don't know what to say I feel tears start running down my cheeks I couldn't stop I slam open the door

And throw the gifts at their faces saying "happy fucking anniversary babe" and run out the door I don't know where I'm going I just keep running my vision is blurring till I reach kacchan door

I knock a few moments later he answers and sees how I am he pulls me into a hug me and him have been close once he knew he's mistakes about bullying me and feeling sorry

I ofc forgave him he has a bf kiri is his bf and we are all close they are like brothers to me kiri comes running in the hallway and joins the hug I can't stop crying how could she does this to me was I not good enough

K: izuku what happen?

Ki: bro are u ok?

I:  she *hiccup* she cheated on me "hiccup* with shoto

God I feel so weak right now "why was I not good enough" " did she not love me" so many thoughts running thru my head I feel kacchan get up from the hug but kiri still hugging me

I ask him where he is going he said "to teach those pieces of shits a lesson" I couldn't let him do that no matter how bad they hurt me but he couldn't hurt them I stand up and get in front of him and yell

I: no you can't I'll be ok I promise just don't hurt them

I feel so useless so weak like Im a burden to everyone maybe that what I am kacchan sits back down and tells me to call charlie a old friend of mine in america he tries to cheer me up by

Teasing me on how I have a crush on Charlie I've always had a crush on him but I was scared of my feelings scared he wouldn't like me back and plus I'm in japan and he's in america the relationship just wouldn't work

But maybe kacchans right I do need a break away from here and maybe just maybe this time I won't let charlie get away and tell him my true feelings I haven't seen him or the group in forever

After about 20 minutes I finally calm down and say goodbye to kiri and kacchan I walk I side my dorm and wonder where it all went wrong did I really love her or was I just hiding my true feelings for charlie so I wouldn't get hurt or heart broken

I walk over to my dresser and search thru the bottom drawer till I find my old razor

⚠️Tigger warning ⚠️

One: for not being good enough

Two: for being a fool

Three: for shoving my feelings to the side

Four: for being stupid

Five: for being useless

Six: for being a burden

⚠️Tigger over⚠️

I do a total of thirty cuts on both arms I clean my cuts and wrap them up I put on my PJs and scroll thru my contacts till I find charlie I click on it and let it ring

Ring ....Ring....Ring...H-hello

Uraraka POV

After deku caught me and shoto cheating I felt really bad ik he didn't deserve this but he just wasn't filling my needs all we ever do is kiss and maybe make out but that's it shoto

Gave me more but now that I see deku face he was crushed and he cussed for the first time I've never heard him cuss like ever I look over to shoto and see he has guilt in his eyes too

We both just lost an important person in our life's but I'll say sorry tmr and everything will be ok we will be back together and shoto will be bsf with deku and everything will be just fine

I'll make him take me back no matter the cost I messed up but I promise to make it all better let's just hope he'll forgive me if not I'll find another way for us to be together...I truly am sorry

T.B.C

What will happen next?
What will izuku do?
Will he confess or kept it shut inside?
Find out in the next chapter?
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