💙I Just Wanna Feel❤️

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Two chapters in one day who am I?! No i just already really like this book i have a feeling it's gonna get super good in the future i may post a 3rd chapter today or like at 12 or 1 am-

TW: Abuse-

(Roman's POV)

Logan had been staring at me for a bit while I was drawing I was fine with it until I realized that it was sort of like a self portrait he had stopped looking a few minutes ago I crumple the drawing up and go throw it in the trash can "Alright class is over for today everyone Make sure you work on your projects!" The bell rings I stuff all of my things into my bag and get up to leave

"Roman wait-"I hear Janus call I sigh and stay at my seat Janus Remus and Virgil walk over "This is Virgil he wanted to hang out with us if that's fine with you-" I nod a bit

"Sure i don't mind" Virgil smiled a bit

"You're a lot less intimidating than people say you are-" I smile a bit and look at him and like basically everyone he's a lot taller than me

"Hey now i may be short but i could still beat the shit outta you-" I hear a small scoff and see Logan packing his things up he stands up to leave the class Janus smiled and watched as Logan left

"You're lucky-" Remus said with a sigh "You got paired with a hot nerd-"

"I wouldn't say lucky- he's too focused on work and yeah he is kinda cute but he's far from my type-" Remus draped his arm over my shoulder

"You say that now Ro but eventually you may like him" Remus said with a smirk as we walk out of class

"Yeah no if you can show me what's to like about him before this project ends then I will legit give you whatever money I have" I say looking at Remus with a small smile

"Reason number one the dude may be a know- it- all but from what I remember in freshman year he's pretty fucking toned like the dude has muscles- and i mean did you see his eyes-" I sigh

"Remus just cause he's hot does not mean im gonna like him, like he hardly show's his emotions so how do i know if he's a good person or not? I mean he could be a total asshole" Janus smiled

"He does have a point love i don't think anyone in this school has seen him even smile unless it was because he saw that his college application for Yale or Harvard got accepted- like i don't think he even so much as frowned when we where watching a sad movie at the end of the year last year-"

"What movie where you watching?" Janus blushed a bit

"The Live action Dumbo-" He said quietly Remus burst out into a fit of manic giggles

"Oh my fucking god Janus did you really find that movie sad?!"

"Remus shut the hell up-" I say with a smile "You cried when Scar died in the lion king but laughed when Mufasa died-"

"Okay in my defense I have issues- And anyway Scar was a good character like we hardly knew Mufasa and then he got fuckin yeeted off a cliff-" I sigh a bit

(After school- cause im lazy-)

I saw Logan standing at the front of the school on his phone and walk over to him "Alright are you ready to go to the park so we can do this project-" I say with a sigh

"Yes I am- you should probably tell your parents where you'll be so they don't get worried-" I smile at the thought of my parents being worried about but decide to go along with what he said I get my phone out and text my mom that I'd be at the park for a bit and with that we walk off

"Um Roman if you don't mind my asking what exactly where you drawing in class earlier? I was rather intrigued at first but now I'm just overly confused-"

"It was nothing to worry about my mind just wondered and I drew something random-" I lied a bit I knew what I was drawing but I didn't think he was paying attention to it Logan nodded a bit soon we get to the park and Logan sits down on the bench I sigh and sit on the ground cause why not? "Okay so do you maybe wanna play like 20 questions so we can get to know each other better?" I ask and look at him

"Sure- I'll start. . .What's your favorite color?" I smile slightly

"Red, alright do you have any pets? If so what type of pet and what's it's name?" Logan smiled so quickly that if I blinked I would have missed it

"Yes actually, my mom got us a dog a few weeks ago my sister named him Oreo- Do you have any siblings other than Remus?"

"No I don't, I may seem like a bitch for this question but people already think I'm a bitch so- why do you hide like all of your emotions?"

"Because I can and since you asked me a personal question- Why where we not able to go to your house and the truth this time-" I look at him

"No- I-i mean- um i think it's time i head home my mom has a strict curfew okay? Okay bye" I get up and quickly walk back home I open the door and walk inside and am immediately hit with the sounds of my mom's shrill voice screaming from the living room i sigh and go upstairs to mine and Remus' shared room

"Hey Ro-" Remus say's with a smile I throw my bag down in the corner

"Hey Rem-" Janus and Virgil where on Remus' bed

"How did your little thing with Logan go?"

"Terrible- he wanted to know why i wouldn't let him come over here and I'm positive he's a literal robot-" I heard loud heavy foot steps come up the stairs

"Roman?! Where are you?" I sigh

"Wish me luck-" I walk out of the room and close the door "I'm right here dad-" A hand immediately came in contact with my face

"Where the hell where you"

"At the park with a classmate doing a project for school-"

"Roman go back to your room" I nod a bit and walk in my room with a sigh Remus was sitting on my bed after I close the door I go and lay down across my brothers lap

"I hate it here-" Remus looked at me and smiled

"Well if you get with the nerd-"

"Remus if you don't hush about Logan I swear I will punch you-"

Ack so we finally got to Romans home life- that's fun also sad and angsty but oh well

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