skylar ruffner
4 days later
(excuse all mistakes)
"was bling but now , i see" we all sung at tala funeral .
my mom was on the left sitting next to me and ty was on the right sitting next to me and holding my hand asking if im good every damn second .
i appreciate it tho .
"lets us pray" the pastor said .
we all stood up and bowed our heads .
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ty came with me to put my rose down on his casket .
he had a nice red casket .
i put my rose on his grave and ty did as well then we walked bck to our chairs .
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the pastor was praying .
i was swing back and forth in my chair .
"would someone like to say any kinds words to this gentle soul ?" the pastor said .
i stood up and said "tala , ima miss you and miss all the times we had together , i just cant believe that your gone just the other day we was talking but , i love and miss you" .
i sat down .
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"you ok baby ?" my mom said rubbing my shoulder as we at the after service .
"yes i just wanna go , i dont feel good" i said .
"well ima make you a plate of food and you can go alright ?" she said .
i nodded and then she walked away .
des and shanteria walked up to me and said "heyy friend" .
"wassup yall" i said .
"u feeling ok ?" des said .
"i dont feel good" i said.
shanteria put the back of her hand on my forehead and said "u dont have no fever" .
"i just wanna go" i said .
"well ty over there but call us when you get in the house" she said .
"ok" i said .
we hugged and then my mom came with my plate of food and said "here baby" .
"thank you ma" i said getting the food .
"ima see u later alright" she said giving me a hug .
"ok" i said .
i pulled out the hug and walked over to ty and some girl .
"ty can we go ?" i said .
"yeah" he said .
"who is this ?" the girl saud .
that bitch .
"this is skylar and skylar this is danae" ty said .
"im ty girlfriend , so why are you with my man ?" danae said .
"bitch its not even like that" i said .
"danae ima see you later , skylar lets go" ty said grabbing my arm .
"why would u do that ?" ty said as we walked to the car .
"why u aint tell her im yo friend ?" i said .
"skylar thats my girl , u cant be disrespecting her like that" he said .
fuck her .
"mmcht alright" i said getting in the car .
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i had a bad feeling in my stoamch causing me to gag and ty said as we just pulled up to the house "u ok ?" .
i got out the car fast and ran into the house .
i got to ty bathroom throwing up .
"sky u good ?" ty said rubbing my back .
i spit and said "no" .
"ima go give u some water" he said then leaving .
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"skylar why u have to call her out her name ?" ty said as we was laying down .
"bc she thinking im fucking you like no" i said .
"did she say that tho ?" he said .
kell 💙
im outside
"bye" i said getting up .
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"i gotta tell you something" kell said as i was laying on his chest .
"yeah" i said .
he took a deep breath in and out and said "i killed tala" .
my mouth was wide open and tears began forming in my eyes .
"whyyy ?" i said crying as i got up .
"im sorry" he said .
"ur not fucking sorry , i cant never fucking see him again" i said crying harder .
"come here" he said trying pull me into a hug .
"no" i said pushing him .
i felt that bad feeling again and started gagging .
i ran to the bathroom and threw up .
"im sorry tala" i said gripping on to the toilet .
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i walked to ty house and finally got there seeing him on the door step .
"skylar" he said walking to me .
"what happened ?" he said holding me .
"im sorry" i said crying .
"come here" he said placing my head on his chest as he hugged me .
"its all my fault" i said .
"its not ur fault skylar" he said .
"yes it is ty" i said .
"look at me sky" he said .
i picked my head up and looked at him and he said "its not your fault skylar ruffner , he is still here , he is our guardian angel" .
"ok" i said .
"alright" he said then kissing my forehead .
we went bck to hugging .
im not crying , u r
now yall got the truth .
it wasnt ha momma 🧍🏽♀️
it wasn't the stepdad 🧍🏽♀️
it wasnt dray 🧍🏽♀️
or it wasnt me 🌚
