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Complex Plead

I'm in a panic mess.

What if Phi will ask us to break up.. I'm sure I'll be against him.. but what about Copcop? He might totally change his mind about us.. he might leave me.. what if he'll choose his own brother.. what if..

DAMN IT! I'M SWEATING A LOT..

All my life whenever I come to Babe's house is happiness because I know I can spend a lot of time with him beyond school hours. We can play without worrying someone will approach him.. and lessen his interaction with other more good looking people..

But today is ghadamn different.

I'm not scared of my own life.. I'm not scared of P'Tae.. I'm not scared of the opinion of others..

I'm scared of how this meeting with his brother may affect my boyfriend and our relationship..

Please Co----

The door swung open.

I never knew a door will ever make me feel like an invitation to hell..

With that..

My knees automatically fell on the floor.. With my head bow down and trembling hands fisted in my thigh, I shouted...

"PLEASE LET US CONTINUE DATING!!"

I shut my eyes close.

"Phi~ I'm sorry.. I'm sorry I didn't tell you or asked for your permission.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. but.. I really love him Phi.. please..~"

My heart was pounding so loud and my ears was ringing.. I'm scared that I almost wailed in their doorstep.

"Stand up. Go inside before I change my mind."

I jolted to stand and almost running to go inside wiping my traitor tears and sweat.. Phi can really engrave in my being the meaning of FEAR.

"Bas!"

I almost slumped again, with my soul leaving my poor body ready to go to heaven the moment I see Copter coming to me.. he looked so worried..

I'm so glad to see him.

He really is my relief and comfort for pete's sake.

"Are you okay? I know you're tired.. I I-I'm sorry I didn't tell you ahead.. I.. confessed to Phi.. I'm sorry baby if you're shocked.. really.. you're so pa--"

"Shhh.. I'll be fine.. for some reason.. *sniff.. I'm so happy and relieved seeing you not turning your back from me.."

He sternly stared at my eyes..

"Aye.. idiot.. why would I even confess to Phi if I'll just leave you?.."

And he smiled.

That captivating smile and dimples that I love so much making me fall in love every second of my life to him.

Urghh.. I'm being too cheezy but I really want to make him feel how much he means to me..

*sniff *sniff

All this time I've been so insecure if I'm taking good care of him, if I'm loving him right.. or if I have the chance to be with him for the rest of my life. I never attempted to be in a relationship with anyone else.. though, I did hookups before for experience but aside from that. NONE.