No More An Act

XVIII

On the Ferris Wheel....

"P'Mew, I .....I love Mark" Art confession as he stares at Mew

Art started to develop crush on Mark ever since he met him during their trainee days of CuteBoyThailand

He believed that he likes Mew but he can't stop himself from falling for Mark, At first he tried to run away from his feelings but being close to Mark all the time was making it impossible

That's the reason Mew and him had many arguments because Art didn't wish to them to become official as he was feeling guilty

Art was still fighting himself for what he felt for Mark and didn't wish to get in relationship with Mew as he was crushing over Mark

"What did you say?" Mew asked in surprise

"I'm sorry Phee....I'm really sorry, I didn't know when it happened or how it happened but I can't change my feelings for Mark" Art started to tear up, he blames himself for everything

He was scared that he might end up hurting Mew and losing Mark if He get in relationship with Mew because he can't return Mew's feelings

Sooner or later Mew might have noticed it too and wouldn't have able to handle it.

He liked Mew alot but as a friend, not as lover. He tried to ruin his image in Mew's eyes but Mew forgave him every time.

He even tried to accuse Mew of liking Gulf but it backfired. Art knew he was wrong but he can't tell Mew that he fall for someone that person was not Mew

He didn't everything to make Mew stop liking him but it never happened, he didn't wish to hurt Mew's feelings but he knew that until he tell Mew about truth, Mew won't give up on him nor he would able to move on.

"I..... I know, I always had the feeling that you like Mark" Mew took a deep breath and spoke, Art was stunned.

Suddenly he felt more guilty and looks down in shame, Mew pats his thigh but Art couldn't bring himself to face Mew

"Art, I'm not angry..... don't be upset" Mew said as he Art was blaming himself

"Phee, I tried my best to forget him but can't..... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...I ruined everything!" Art ends up crying, he knew that he lost Mew as a friend now.

He knew that Mew  won't wish to see him around anymore but to his surprise Mew hugs him, "Stop crying, I'm not blaming you, okay? We can be good friends like before, right?"

"Phee..."

"You're my favourite Nong, don't cry like baby.... We can be friends right?"

Mew asked as he pats Art's back, Art pulls up and nodded with big smile, "Of course we will, you're my only friend! I can't lose you" Art replies

"So Mark, Huh?" Mew teases Art who pouts and rolls his eyes

"What about you Huh? That kid, Gulf?" Art teases Mew back

Mew sighs on hearing Gulf's name and rubs his head, "That is complicated" Mew replies

"Complicated?" Art asked in confusion

"Yes, he likes me but he's too young. I'm afraid he might regret it later" Mew said

"Seriously Phee?! He's been glaring at me ever since I met him and you're saying he's not serious?" Art asked in annoyance