Where it all ended

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*kurts pov*
The last time we saw each other was in the choir room, me and Walter (my now ex) and a few others were going out to eat. He tried to stop me to say something but we were late so I told him It'd have to wait...I didn't know the wait would be 4 years 7 months 3 weeks 5 days andddddd 27 seconds. I know it's childish but I've missed him more and more ever since, I remember hearing somewhere that you never stop loving your first love but I didn't think this is what it meant! Walter had left me after lunch that day claiming I "still had eyes for my puppy" and I reminded him of  "his new born nephew" it didn't hurt as bad as I thought, maybe bc I knew we weren't meant to be and it was kinda weird all and all, it was just a matter of time..or death.
After that I ran to find Blaine in that moment I hadn't cared about Karofsky all I cared about was Blaine and I would have him back, I check his snap maps the see where we had been but it seemed like he blocked me? I checked every social that day to see even a picture of him again... all blocked except one, his inactive Facebook he never posted on. It's wasn't a surprise this was unblocked from me but I wish I could've seen him again, I guess stalking his Facebook would do for a while....
I had no ideas a while would turn into this long it's been years since I have even faced him I need to get over this but each day I woke up and checked everything even are old glee friends followings to see if he had a new account, none.
So when I woke up this morning and checked his Facebook the page looked slightly different I couldn't figure out what till it struck me,
         Newly single
Right then and there...I faint
I woke up a few minutes later to my phone blowing up with notifications from people I haven't talked to in ages asking me if I new I couldn't reply to anyone without it hurting bad enough for me to faint again so I simple post on all my socials
"What do I do now he hasn't left my mind in years" I press post and lay down I wasn't leaving bed today, Ill just call in sick at Vogue. Was I to old to post stuff like that? what if Blaine sees it? What if Blaine wants to see it? GOD WHY IS IT ALL ABOUT BLAINE MOVE ON! But still day after day I've checked the status and day after day I cried a little bit more.

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