It's the day.
We're leaving our town to go to a school trip far away from here.
We'll be back in 1 week and I'm so excited. Kylie and I will stay in the same hotel room. It's gonna be so much fun.
Jackson and I are very good friends.
He knows that I don't actually like like him. I just like him. As a friend.
Anyway, what about Marcus?
We're ignoring each other the whole time.
We both said bad things one month ago so neither me nor Marcus are willing to try again.
To be honest, I can't stop thinking about him.
I get really jealous lately.
He's been talking with many girls of my age. Maybe that was me before.
Just a girl like them. He's talking to them because he's bored.
I was never special. I was just a random girl.
That hurts my feelings.
It still hurts my feelings.
(Kylie): Olivia you're coming?
(Me): Yeah sure one second.
The buses are here waiting for us.
My parents gave me my suitcases and then left.
(Kylie): Alright Olivia I'm going to find a seat for us.
(Me): Yeah go. Give me one more minute.
(Kylie): Don't be late.
(Me): I won't.
I had three big bags and I could barely walk. I was trying to go on the bus but I couldn't.
Suddenly someone grabbed one of my suitcase.
(Marcus): Don't worry I'm just here to help.
(Me): You don't need to.
(Marcus): I want to.
(Me): Alright.
I was shy.
It's been a long time since I heard his voice. I missed it.
He carried all of my bags and went inside the bus.
Then he came in front of me while I was still out.
(Marcus): Done.
(Me): Thank you. You didn't have to do it. I could handle that.
(Marcus): Your welcome. I saw you couldn't handle that.
(Me): Whatever.
(Marcus): I'm stronger, Olivia, admit it.
He smiled.
Damn his smile.
(Me): I need to go.
(Marcus): Yeah sure. Have fun.
(Me): You too.
We smiled on each other for one last time.
Oh good god. This trip's not gonna turn out good.
Something bad is gonna happen.
Something that will hurt me for good.
