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Desiree POV

~1:00pm~
I took a shower did my skincare routine and put some lashes today and lip gloss and put on my shoes and headed done stairs

The door bell rang and it was Mattia with flowers

Aww flowers u didn't have to mattia thank you

No problem are u ready to go - mattia

Yes let me get my purse real quick - Desiree

We went into the car and went to the cafe

Mattia POV

I went to pick up Desiree and she look so beautiful so perfect we went into the car and jammed to some music and went to the café

We got inside and we ordered our food

Desiree got chicken soup with a sandwich and green tea with honey

I ordered a sandwich and chips with  vitamin water

Me and Desiree we're talking for an hour and laughing and getting to know each other even more I just hope that things will turn out the way I want it to happen
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Then I finally asked her the question if she wants to be my girlfriend

Desiree POV

So Desiree I have to tell you something - mattia

Ight shoot whats up I said with a little giggle and sigh cuz I didn't know what's happening

So I've been liking you for a while now and I've been scared to tell you how I feel soo I was wondering well hoping can u give me a chance to be with and to make you mine - mattia

I freezed for a 2 minutes I couldn't move at all I've also dreamed of this day since grade 10 and now it's happening but again what if what happened with Jacob happens again ???

Desiree are u gonna give me an answer or you're still gonna be quite

I - l have to go I'm so sorry I said while tearing up

I ran outside and it was poring ran by the time I was outside I was soaked as the rain was dripping down my checks and now my how is ruined and I couldn't fix it ughhhh

Desiree wait  mattia spoke while he ran to my in the road

What mattia

I just don't understand why u said  U can't keke told me you like me too- mattia

I do i honestly really do I'm —- I'm just scared from all the other boy's I liked and been with for the last two years and what happened with them will happen again mattia

But who said im going to do that with you Desiree-Mattia

I don't know  I've been just assuming lately cuz I don't wanna get hurt again as I've have from the past  mattia

Mattia kissed  Desiree passionately and said look l Desiree if I never wanted to be with you I would't bee out here with u right now in the rain telling you how much I wanna be with you

I looked at me in the eyes and kissed him  back said said okay mattia I believe

And we had a long ass make out session in the rain and laughed and went in his car