Written in the Stars

3: "It will be accepted even if it is difficult"

AN: sorry if i updated late, it's just my network can't cooperate hehe. Thanks for waiting for this update. ^^

She couldn't continue what she was going to say when v and bambam suddenly returned. "Oh, you came back that fast?" I asked the two

"There are checkpoints at the exit, so" explained Bambam

After what happened that night, I didn't bother Jennie anymore. I don't want to push myself on her.

Even though it was painful, I just accepted it.

But even so, every move i make i can still remember her.

"ahhhhhhh!" I shouted throughout the room while crying

It's been two months since we broke up, but why is the pain still there?

I have also been intoxicated with alcohol for two months.

How to forget fast?

Is this really the case when it comes to love? In a relationship?

When your hurt not only the heart is affected. Also your mind, you can't think straight. Even the body is affected, every action you will remember him, the things you do together will suddenly come back to your memory.

"What did you do to me Jennie ?!" I looked at the alcohol and sleeping pills that I was holding.

"I want to disappear" I said to myself

I opened the container of sleeping pills.

This is the way I thought, I really can't do it anymore.

I'm going to take the sleeping pills, but someone grabbed it.

"Lisa what do you think your doing huh ?!"

I looked and it was irene.

I let go of the liquor and leaned on her shoulder.

I couldn't stop crying.

"It will be fine, lis" she said and hugged me

We were in that position for a few minutes. Until she let go.

She laid me on my bed.

"Just be there, just a moment" she said to me

I looked at the ceiling

Damn why is this so painful?!

"Lisa, get up for a moment" I heard irene say carrying a basin of water

I got up and sat on the bed.

She put down the basin to the floor and took a towel from my drawer.

I was looking at her as she wiped my arm.

This is not the only time she did it. Almost since jennie and I broke up, she's been doing this to me.

Flashback

"Ruby jane !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I shouted while holding the broken bottle of alcohol.

Blood drips on the floor, my own blood. I really want to end my life. I can't take it anymore.

"oh shit! LISA!" irene shouted as she was running towards me.

"Taehyung!" She shouted as she tried to snatch the broken bottle from me

"I don't wanna live" I said and i let go the broken bottle

"what the!" that's all V said and took the bottle away from me