〈 Sayonara 〉
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 【 さよなら 】
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" Though the moon has slept,
The stars have slept and the
Deep darkness is complete,
Holding the single wish
That is remaining in my heart:
Till the end of the long night,
Till the day we meet again. "
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Mother, father, I'm sorry. I didn't turn out to be the embellished son you had expected. No... I am no son at all. The life we once shared, our happy existence together, fell apart. And, to find revenge, I sold my soul to the devil. It is a hideous prospect, yes, but, not then. Not when darkness was all that I had, when darkness was all that I knew. I pray that you harbor no anger or disappointment against me; my decisions were those of a desperate child in need of answers. Not only will I lose my life, but I will lose it to the very thing I surrounded myself with. Father, you always told me that I should keep looking forward in hopes of a brighter future... Forgive me for betraying that advice. What choice have I now, now that there is no going back? I will never be the same as I was before; the old me is dead. The moment I said the word, and allowed the creature inside, it was over. I wanted so badly to avenge the both of you, the only two people I had...and I was willing to give up myself to do so. Once again, I beg that you do not hate me for what I've done: it was only what I thought to be right. Mother, father...I am so, so sorry. Every day that passes is yet another day that is harder to survive through, without you. Soon, if the abandoned God allows it, we will meet again, and that day will be the most blessed of all. - ♛
( lyrics: Nocturne - Mamoru Miyano )
