sweet sin (the devil all the time)

9. first kisses

"It is 5:30 in the morning" i heard my father say after the knocking on the door became louder

"Did anna not inform you that we were coming?" Annas niece faith asked

My father sighed "come on in"

"Thank you hon" annas sister said, i heard people shuffling inside, the stairs creeked as anna made their way down them and my father made his way up

"Annas sisters here" he opened my door making me jump and fall out of bed, i held up a thumbs up "dont you think its time to stop being like this? You know over reacting everytime someone moves around you" he held out his hand to help me out of inbetween my bed and my nightstand

I glared at him getting myself out and back up onto the bed "think happy thoughts, forget whatevers bothering you" he sat down beside me and put his arm over my shoulder

I shook his arm off "yes sir" i mumbled

He grabbed my face making me look at him "girl, where are you right now?"

I dont know, wishing i wasnt here though, i clenched my jaw pulling away because he was hurting me "sorry sir"

He shook his head rubbing his face "im trying here darling i really am but you make it so difficult sometimes, its like you have a bubble and no ones aloud in your damn bubble" he shook his head

No people are, just not you, i hate you, are people aloud to hate their parents?, he used to use the excuse that he gave me life thats why i should love him, he stopped that when i said take it back only a few times knowing i was 100% serious

"You really are to much like your mother" he looked down at me "you love way to much when you shouldnt and get mad to easily" he sighed "Why dont you go down to your friends house today?" I nodded "bring along your cousin she'll enjoy it" he stood up

"Shes not" i shook my head

"Shes not what?"

"My cousin" i paused "or coming" i stood up and grabbed a tshirt and a pair of pants going into the bathroom

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I knocked on the door shifting back and forth on my feet "Goodmorning honey come on in" emma smiled at me

"Morning" i smiled back stepping in the house

"Leonora is just in her room, have you eaten today?" She asked

"Thank you and no not yet"

"Great, i hope you like pancakes" she went back into the kitchen

I went down the hall and was knocked back from running into arvin "you okay?" He put a hand on my arm to steady me

"Other then a broken nose im pretty good" i said sarcastically holding the bridge of my nose and smiled at him

He laughed rolling his eyes "see you later slone"

"Have a good day" i smiled watching him walk down the hall

"Hey gorgeous"

"You and arvin are 100% going to get married" leonora said sitting on her bed

"No boys are gross"

"Ouch" arvin said from behind me making me jump

"Sorry its true though, cooties and stuff" i fake gagged

Arvin rolled his eyes smiled at leonora and left the house "im sure of it you 2 are going to get married"

"Your sure of it?" I sat down on her bed