You ever love someone so much
You ever hate someone so much
That you never stop to think
That you can't even think
How much is this hurting me?
How can they not know? How much they hurt me?
How much you love them?
How much you hate them?
I love them so much I cry
I hate them so much I cry
I cry tears of sadness
I cry tears if anger
Tears full of memories sooth my cheeks
Tears boiling hot burning my face
Memories of them and I
Boiling as hot as hellfire for them and I
Full of sunshine and fireflies
Surrounded in a snow storm of brim and ash
Thoughts of happy endings
Thoughts of missed opportunities
Never ending fun
Everlasting anger
Of years of history
Snapshots of memories
Promises of tomorrow
Grievances of the past
Friendship
That never last
