Always Being in the Watch

Introduction to "Always Being in the Watch"

Introduction to “Always being in the Watch.”

Do you ever get that feeling when someone is watching you maybe curiously or either annoyed, surely maybe a person is staring at you because you're saying something loudly, maybe you’re wearing loud clothes, or a classmate showing off to get stared at. it would seem that all these are meaningless things to worry about but just as some truth behind it could help you to think that maybe you do have an admirer, its not as crazy as you'd think really, sometimes our heads can play tricks on us as we play a scary game, watch or read something scary, having fears that most people would laugh at, but you seem to think its just normal to be scared or wary of where you're going or doing and maybe someone is admiring you from afar, it could just merely be someone watching at something of what you do either a parent or a sibling or a cousin or aunt? Maybe you're just a little imaginative when you think of these things, because it might not be right on top of what you have on your mind right then maybe you don't get enough attention and you feel like you just want to have someones attention in this messed up world, but it sure is there and you know that it’ll scare you if you think of it any longer, thinking positive things, you'd sometimes chant in your head and you laugh it off and go on with what you are doing, all the while that small imaginative thinking about being stalked or watched is quite frightening and is always lurking in the back of your head. And at the end of the day it’s just a thought, and your head says that you don't need to worry about such a thing like that.

Considering what I just told you meet Erin Marie Johnson. She likes to be called Erin Marie more than the whole name. She is taken in by her relatives. Well, really not being adopted, more like being taken in after actually finding her and figured that was something important to them, after what they hear their distant cousins have in there will. It’s quite unusual for family like this to take in another fostered family member in almost like it was just someone to have taken in such a cousin like Erin Marie, but we shall call her Erin because saying the whole thing is quite unusual in this time as we speak, first names will have to do. Wielding that she is going to live with this family that she has yet to meet, and they are like third cousins from her dad’s side of the family. She’s met the Aunt before, since she was one of the persons who came and signed some papers as what they have for a income and all that jazz, and her caretaker let Erin see her Aunt Elaine after the third coming. The story was that for the past few years or so, her caretaker had tried and find one relative that was alive or at least decently living, and that’s how they found Elaine and Marlin Docking-Berry, who were an adoptive parents who took kids in, as well as them having two children of their own. Lovely children they are, Jim and Selene.

This is where you'd think she is a little crazy after what she told other people when she felt like she was being stalked. It seemed every time she would say a thing every other few months someone would walk with her but wouldn't feel the same feeling that Erin felt, which made her slightly more mad that sometimes this guy would stop and keep going like he knew where she would be and what she was doing and what she was saying, she felt that he was trying to make her look like a lunatic. She is now considering maybe she is trying to get attention as one of the people that helped with the staff said, but the girl that did say that never really liked her per say, but what she felt she almost knew at night that she wasn't crazy and no matter if they believed her with no evidence or were against her. But JayJay her best friend and almost like her sister understands because sometimes she would feel the feeling when she was out with Erin and JayJay knew that Erin wasn’t as crazy or lunatic as people say  as she  was put to be. People tend to say that maybe she just wants attention because she was an only child growing up and had the attention on her but it wasn’t that, well to Erin that is. Erin just wants to be loved, shehadparents. But right now she is being taken in by her dad’s family, who Erin thought never existed, she had a somewhat harsh past, she’s now having a feeling someone is watching her also, which she feels like she is being watched by so many people she just wants to make them happy or at least that is what she is trying to do for them. She’s not the best in school, except her most desirable subject, which is English. Although, having been moved in a new home, doesn’t help it either. Erin needs to find a job quick, and finds one by a friends brother. When she finds losing someone who she were close to is like waking up and realizing it was what life was; cruel. Erin can’t let them just slip from her fingers for the second time but time is just a slut so it takes away everything and sometimes messes things up. She’s confused and seeing that a new boy that takes a real big liking to Erin befuzzled her, to live close by and to know where she lived, she might have some suspicions about this new boy. It’s almost like he’s there to ruin something, and that having that interest doesn’t help the balance. Maybe adding another boy and more chaos to the very confusing life she is living isn’t the best thing to her mentally or physically, if you know what I mean.

 

So, this begins Erin’s life as she is being watched, and struggling with the teenage life. It doesn’t come with a price; it is the price. Welcome the teenage years, they can be frustrating, hostile, scary, fun, rebellious, adventuresome, boring, self discovering, and exciting. Cheers to the teenage years.