I would like to say something

Chapter 2

Hey Readers,

I would like to say something...

Today is 7th October, 2020.                                                                                                                                                 Time- 03:23

I am still awake. I have worked hard for my aim at last. It's been a year, and I did it. I am going to enter the course of my will. I am going to set my own future. I am going to be the winner of my dreams. And, just when I thought everything was going to be alright. The whole world came crushing right under my feet. I am right now in a huge dilemma. I am unable to understand if my application will be accepted or not. If I will get admission in the college of my choice.

 Its been a year since I last updated this book. And I am glad that I found this. I was scrolling through my emails, when I found out an email from "Wattpad". I checked my books have not been read by anyone till now, but I don't mind. I have got 2 views on both the books (which I am quiet sure are my own views), but I don't mind. I am actually HAPPY that no one has read this book. I am able to share my feelings to world without their attention!

We are all dealing with a pandemic right now. And are not allowed to go anywhere out, which is not so bad for person who likes to stay indoors. I am really loving my stay at home. 

Let me list out my life here:

1. My life has become a routine cycle of  EAT, SLEEP and GET UP

2. My life is now a dream where I have got nothing to do. No home-works. No assignments. No scoldings. No necessity to get up early. Its very luxurious.

3. Staying at home has taught me lot of things like, I am actually not interested in watching TV if there is nothing new. I love cartoons a lot (ONLY SHINCHAN) . I am more drawn towards anime and other Asian movies and dramas. 

4. I am not scared of lizards, but I do hate them a lot.

5. I love sleeping alone. Though I might get scared at night. And I want to hug my mother, I love sleeping alone ( more like want to sleep alone...)

6. I have stopped falling in love. I have liking towards cute guys. But no love. (Which is the biggest improvement in me this year).

7. I can cook very well. And bake delicious cakes.

8. I have learned to detach myself from few situations by speaking up. And losing myself by not telling how much I care towards a person.

9. I am starting to get blank...

10. I am losing myself.

11. I still hate myself, but don't dare to do anything about it, because I have people whom I love more.

12. I might have watched Itazura na kiss for the 15th time by now. (^_^)

13. I like shopping. 

14. I am BLANK...

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Anyways that's all for today. If you are still interested in my books (not like anyone really is). Then I will try to keep updating more chapters.

THANK YOU