Black and White love( Disconnected For Now)

Chapter Forty Three

Asli was standing there holding her tears as she saw his car go further away and the biker took his helmet off and its the boy that Cüneyt talked to he started walking toward Asli ,but she got in a taxi and he got back on his bike fast following her

Asli took her phone out and called Ebru Woking her up

"Asli?"

"Hey Ebru,can I come to your house?"she said as her voice cracked

"What happened?"

"nothing....I'm cold"she said as her voice was very quite

"Of course you can come here"

"Ok-ay"she said crying as she hang up

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Back at the house

Everyone was saying there congrats

"Namik congratulations brother ,I'm happy for you and Idil you two look good together congratulations"said Handan

"Thank you"said Idil

"Uncle congratulations,what a beautiful surprise, I hope you have all the happiness in the world"said Vildan

"Congratulations"siad Cüneyt

"Thank you"said Idil

Yeter kept staring at Namik with pain as he noticed her and let go of Idil hand and pulled it away as he looked down as Yeter got up and walked to her room Silently and Idil glanced at Namik to see eh I'm looking down and she frowned but he smiled softly at her

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As the taxi stopped at the red light ,the bike was beside asli window as the boy looked at her and put his hand in the gun wanting to pull it out ,but he saw a police car behind him so he shoved it back in his pocket
As the taxi arrived and she got out and walked to Ebru's house as she saw Ebru waiting at the door and she hugged her

"Oh sweety what happened to you??come in"

"I'm not good Ebru"said asli as they got in and took her jacket off

"I'm dying from worry Asli,what happened?"said Ebru as they sat down

"Just like how when you drive fast down a hill and feel this emptiness inside,like you'll get lost and leave, that would be just for a moment,but for me its not a moment.... I......always feel like this,like I'm lost"

"Asli...I didn't understand anything,but It looks like something bad happened ,what happened?"asked Ebru as asli broke down crying

"I thought I was running away from him,but it turns out I was running to him and he thought that he was chasing me,but its turns out he was running away from me"she said crying

"Shhhh its okay"said Ebru as she rubbed Ali's back"

"Do you have a sweater?can I wear it? I'm really cold"

"Okay, Did you eat anything? Are you hungry?"asli hummed no as she cried

"I..... I- uhm okay I'll make us some tea and bring the sweater and you'll tell me exactly What happened"said Ebru as she went to the kitchen

"I can't tell you what happened, I can't"whispered Asli to herself as she cried as she wiped her tears and took her phone and took a deep breath and started writing him a massage

"Ferhat I want to thank you, not because you didn't kill me,but because you walked me around the edge if death and showed me many things,I was one of the million people who thought they were alive because they haven't died yet,now I changed, really I feel like I've changed a lot.....I don't know if we will ever meet again and if we met I don't know when or where will that be, my mind now is very confused ,but there's something that I have to tell you now, I don't know if I should even tell you this, maybe I'm doing something very  wrong ,something I shouldn't interfere with,maybe I'll regret it a lot,but I have to tell you ..........you are in a very big lie.......the barber Necdit isn't your father , ask Namik about it............" She paused not knowing to send it or not