Chapter 1

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I am 26 years old living alone and yeah my parents died years ago as well as my grand parents. I know it's sucks. Well, that's how life is.

Depression almost killed me, it started when my grandparents died. No friends at all, I hate socialization with other people and I always isolate myself. Sounds bad right?

Not until I found BTS they helped my mental health a lot. Since I met them, I became even better. I found a friend who's been there for me through ups and down.

I love them, loving them is not regrettable.

i was lucky i found them

I snapped out my thoughts when Shane tapped me. It's my best friend who's been there with me since we become friends because of BTS.

"You're daydreaming" She laughed a bit.

"No, it's just pacing out." I reasoned. She just laughed at me.

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" BTS V WILL GET MARRIED NEXT MONTH "

My heart skip a beat that's when I realized BTS has been disbanded for almost two years now. I am so attached with BTS especially Taehyung.

Not in a bad way though but it still hurts me. I found myself tearing because of the announcement.

i shouldn't feel this way, i was just a fan.

Gaslighting myself that's it's okay.

I saw the picture of Taehyung with his fiancée. They look so happy.

i am glad he is happy

i am glad they are happy

I suddenly came back to my realization.

fuck i have an asthma

I feel I am suffocating without a word my vision became more darker and darker.

In another life I would be your girl ”

That was the last thing my mind says before my vision became black.

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