LIFE

Emptiness

Empty (/ˈɛm(p)ti/)

adjective
1. Containing nothing; not filled or occupied.

2. (of words or a gesture) Lacking meaning or sincerity.
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Sometimes I asked myself; What is the purpose of living?
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Well y'know..they can simply say "bruh you're just teen there's many more obstacle you'll face."
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Tapi tu lah.
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I was just wondering about that lol. And I keep on wondering.
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Aku tak banyak kawan. And I'm not that easygoing kinda kid unless you're close to me then you know how mad I can be.
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Tapi kawan tak banyak pun best jugak. Sebab aku jenis picky. Demanding. Well, I'm kinda searching for 'family members' duh.
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And being empty is not because hang tak banyak kawan. Tapi pasal hati.
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Seberapa dekat diri hang dengan Tuhan.
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Yeah aku mengaku 19 tahun aku hidup, boleh kira berapa kali aku bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada.
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Sebab - I live to impress others.
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So bila apa yang orang nak tu aku tak dapat, aku down.
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And bila benda ni keep on happening over and over again, I asked myself; Why ain't I feel anything about this? Should (or shouldn't) I be happy for this?
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Also; Sampai bila nak macam ni?
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Sebab apa? Sebab aku tak rasa apa-apa walaupun aku buat apa yang orang nak. Rasa kosong to be exact.
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But we're humans after all, we made mistakes. I know I shouldn't do that. I'm supposed to live by my own.
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YOLO (You Only Live Once)
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Oh ya, of course..kekosongan hati ni related dengan spiritual.
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Kena cuba dekatkan diri dengan Tuhan. Kan?
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Dan menjawab persoalan awal aku "what is the purpose of living?" ; It's because God loves us.
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And He gave us chances everyday to be better (or repent your sins).
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I'm writing this for those yang selalu rasa kosong. Rasa down.
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And for me too - in case I'll be needing some motivation about life.
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Tu jugak tujuan so called sequence ni ditulis. To motivate the author, and the readers of course ^-^
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Oh and sorry for the late update. Currently busy making up stuffs.
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May you have a great life. Love and live your own life because it's yours, not others.
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Takecare~