It's not smut, but it's???

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"WOOO!! YEA GO #82!" 

"Who's #82?" Finn laughs at me while I sip my monster between the 2 curly haired boys

"No clue" I smile


The majority of the game was spent like this. I didn't realize how close to Finn I was until he left  my side feeling cold to go to the bathroom, leaving Stan and I alone

"Can we please talk?"

"We're talking right now" I say looking straight ahead at the boys and girls on the field

"y/n." he grabs my hand forcing me to turn my attention to his face 

"wh-"

"I'm so so so sorry about EVERYTHING. It was so insensitive to mention your dad in that way, and it was not your fault that his time was cut short. You are worth it and I've been tearing myself apart trying to not think about you-"

"This isn't fair-" I interrupted him becoming upset by the words he was releasing 

"No, its not fair. It's not fair that I fucked up and didn't try harder to speak to you. When you saw Syd and I, I was trying to get advice on what I should do with trying to apologize. Yes, I should've pushed her off when she kissed me but in all honesty... I was just thinking about you. All I remembered was the first kiss we shared and I was hoping that she was you. I don't want any sort of intimate relationship with Sydney, I swear y/n. I've never had a girlfriend or anything near one, I'm trying y/n, so hard and I miss you so much. I understand if you don't want to like go on those dates and be with me like that but please.. please be my friend again."

"I-"

"What did I miss?" Finn called snuggling up to the side of me that his original position was at

"Uhm, not much we're losing" I sigh out trying to have the same mood I had as when he left. Stan just flashed a small smile when he arrived in hopes of doing the same as I was 

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"Bye Finn!" I hug him watching him walk in his house and began my walk home

"What're you doing?" Stan's door closes fairly roughly getting out to speak to me

"Going home"

"I'll drive you too, come on"

"N-no i-its fine" I chatter due to the sudden gust of wind that swooped down onto us

"y/n, please just get in" I reluctantly listened to him only because I didn't have a sweater and the darker it got the colder it got

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"Did you have a nice night?" he asked turning down the radio that was lightly playing Bloodwitch

"...It was fine... you?"

The car was suddenly at a stop on the side of the road as it's driver had his head leaned back staring at the ceiling of the vehicle 

"..Stan?"

"What is it gonna take y/n? What can I do? I've given you time, I've apologized, do I need to rip my fucking heart out and serve it on a silver platter to show you how much I'd do to prove what you mean to me?" I could see the water levels rising on the brims of his eyes as he glanced down to me with his head still leaned back

Without thinking I grabbed his face and locked my lips with his as he grabbed my waist pulling me on top of him accidentally bumping the horn causing both of us to jump and giggle slightly 

"I've tried convincing myself that I hate you and I can never bring myself to the truth, that I could never hate you Barber" I observe his trembling face and stare deeply into his brown eyes before leaning back into him

The road was pitch black and there were no other cars in sight. It was just me above Stan with Bloodwitch playing quietly in the background. The deeper our kisses got, the heavier our breathing got and before I knew it Stan's seat was positioned down leaving me now laying on him instead of sitting. He took ahold of my hips crushing the margin that was placed in between our legs causing his nostrils to release more air that was attained when parting his lips to wrap his tongue deeper around mine. The first time we broke apart he slipped off my shirt as I unbuttoned his, putting more of my weight down to his legs causing him to make a slight groan and pulling me back down to his face. I tangled my fingers in his hair as he drove his pelvis upwards signaling he liked it and everything continued exactly that way


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"y..you pulled out right?"


(a/n OMG IM SO SORRY FOR THIS CH I PROMISE THERE WILL LIKE BE A 99% CHANCE OF ME NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN BC UH IDK LOL I FEEL W E I R D anywho lemme pretend i do not exist again! "I probably wont b updating" My ASS i realized how boring life gets and got out of my lil mood and lol my brain a gemini i stg bye)

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