Shinkoku pov
* sigh*
I was walk outside, near the beautiful flowers, I though this was a nice place to think, now, I have to choose someone, but who, I have thought of them as my "friend" But, the I got this feeling that not going away. I just don't know, love is something I don't know. All I know is that love is a feeling you feel, but how do I know if I really do love him.
Only if they was a sign that show me, something that makes me know what to do
Fash back
"Well, just follow your heart, I am taken and have a girlfriend, but I know how it feels, but you have to follow your heart, so...... Put your heart first, not your mind, make sure they are right for you, and don't forget, you might have you choose one but, I know that even if you choose one of them, they well all be there" She told me
" Wow.... I don't know what to say" I said
" Sorry, I probably, went to far" She said
" It's fine " I said and give me a smile
" Hey can you continue what you were saying " I ask her
" Well, love is something I have trouble with too, you see I have a lover back then, and I love him so much, but then found out that he didn't like me,so I felt like he never like me, and I didn't told him how he made me feel, after that" She continues
" Well how did you feel" I ask
" Well I felt like, I have been lie too, and this is not what I expect, because I always thought that it well end up like the fairy tale, but I was wrong " She answer
" Wow, that's sad" I said "Wait what about your girlfriend " I then ask
" Oh, well, she is someone who I really like, well love, she make me feel special and that I can find a way out, but I also felt like I am not good enough, or I am just not right for her, but I really do love her. I also have a feeling that she doesn't like me anymore " She said in a sad tone
" Oh, I am sorry about that " I told her
" Don't be, it's something I am use to I always felt, like I am not that good enough, or just they don't like me. But I need to find a way that..... " He said but then stop
" That.....What" I ask
" Nothing " She answer
" Huh" I said confused
End of flashback
Love really is hard even if I do know, what if he doesn't like me, what if he hates me,
' ugh'
" Why...... Why is love hard" I whisper
" Oh~, someone has a crush " Someone said
They were behind me and when I turn around I saw kenma
" Huh, oh, nonononono, I-i d-don't" I said embarrassed
" Hahahaha, come one tell me" Kenma said sounding like kuroo
" Kenma, for once you are acting like kuroo " I told him
" Oh... " He said kind sad
" DON'T TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY "I shouted
" I won't " He told me
" Kenma, I am sorry if I hurt your feelings" I said sadly
" It's fine " He said
" What are you don't here" I ask
" Well, I want a clam place to play my game " He answer
'Oh'
" Yea, also who do you like " He ask
" I-i umm....... I don't know " I answer
" Huh, what do you mean you don't know " He ask again
" Well, I don't know who I have a crush one" I answer him
" Well, when you do tell me" He told me
" Ok, I welll " I said happily
He then walk away. Right about he left oikawa saw me and come up to me
"Hey chibi-chan" Oikawa called out
" Oh hey oikawa, what are you doing here " I ask
" Well the team and I decided to come to Tokyo and I was with the team, but lost them, and I saw you " He answer
" Oh well how are you " I ask
" I am great thank for asking, but what about you, you seen to have lots of things in mind "he told me
" Oh nothing much, but I guess I kinda do" I told him
" Well if you need anything I would be here " He told me
He got up to leave
" Why are you leaving so soon " I ask
" Because you need some time alone " He answer
To be continued....
Alll I want to say is I am an sooooooo sorry that this come out late, and I am still picking out a ship, and I am also doing a Q and A I have answer two questions just need to post the book. So any questions ask. Plz 🥺
Well that all for now bye~bye my dear petals 🌺 see you next time. On the next chapter
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