Flight

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I woke up at 5 like vani told me to. I went and took a shower and put this on.

I just did my eyebrows and put mascara on with highlight just cause

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I just did my eyebrows and put mascara on with highlight just cause. I seen the boys stayed the night.
Y: ugh they're still here
M: who us
Y: no avani and Devyn 🙄*sarcasm*
Kai: what did we do
Y: correction mattia
M: what how
Y: you took my phone while I was on FaceTime with Kio and I was enjoying that
M: what you like him or something
Y: that's none of your business
M: also why didn't you take your phone back last night
Y: I had things to do
M: like
Y: cope
M: for what
Y: ok your going to far
M: how by asking questions
Y: yes and they are personal so would you mind your business please
M: y'know I tried being nice last night but it seems like you don't take it nicely
Y: I appreciate it but I have to deal with personal stuff and it was only last night that we decided to stop the feud and I don't feel comfortable to tell you about these personal things alright
M: I know about you and taleyah
Y: who told you about her
M: the girls
I ran off because my anxiety was to the max and I was getting dizzy. My heart was beating fast I was getting a headache I was dizzy so I ran. I went to my room and cried and cried and cried everyone came and checked on me but I never responded. It was seven I got out of my room. Everyone looked at me and I just walk to my car.
A: yas what are you doing
Y: I'm getting my charger
A: oh ok
I walk back and we have a van. It was 7 seats so we fit perfect. Alvaro, roshaun, and Robert was already in Florida. Dev and vani in front me and Alejandro in the second row and mattia and kairi in the third row.
I put this hoodie on.

And put my AirPods in and zone everyone out

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And put my AirPods in and zone everyone out. We got to the airport and got on our flight. I had to sit next to mattia and devyn with me in the middle. I put my hoodie over my head and just listened to music while my eyes were closed with tears coming out of my eyes. Devyn was sleep. Mattia tapped my shoulder .
Y: what
M: why are you crying
Y: you don't know how to mind your business do you
M: I can't check on my friend
Y: what friend your friends are over there
M: wow I see you don't talk to me but speak when only around fans
Y: fine by me
M: alright fine
He turned his head and he had tears streaming down his face. I still have feelings and he does too so I just lay my head on his shoulder and hug him.
M: what are you doing we're not speaking remember
Y: stop crying I feel as if I did something wrong and your never going to forgive me and then I start to feel out of place then thoughts come and I feel myself getting pulled to darkness. Mattia I still have feelings I'm not just going to let you cry because my ignorant ass can't stay calm with someone.
He just turned to the window and I felt myself breakdown inside so I text taleyah.

Y: hey taley
T: hey sis
Y: hey can we talk
T: yea sure what's up
Y: well I'm on the plane and I'm next to mattia and dev she is sleep right now and I had tears coming down my face and mattia and I talk and he turns around and cried I told him how I felt when people cry over me and he didn't respond at all
T: that plane need to hurry up so I can see my sis and help you 🥺
Y: I can't wait thanks for making me feel better
T: no problem
Y: alright I'm going to land in 3 hours
T: ok bye sis
Y: byeeee
I sniffle and mattia looks at me. I turn and take a nap.

Tbc

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