Suicidal! Gundham Tanaka! X Dead! Reader 💔
Words: 1061
Warning: Suicide mentioned and sad theme....
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Gundham sat on his bed, depressed about your death last week. He's never left his room since, to not worry the other students about his sadness and despair.
"GUNDHAM!!!!"
Your terrified screams kept on replaying in his head, mocking him like his past. He did nothing, he couldn't do anything no matter what. He regretted not helping you in anyway shape or form, but he couldn't save your life either way.
"GUNDHAM!!!!"
Gundham slammed his hands against his ears, trying to stop your angelic yet scared voice in his mind. But it kept coming back to haunt him. Your death, the way you died, it was all horrible. Since you were the ultimate seamstress, the way you died was very terrible, you were used as a pin cushion and the other Monokumas pushed all the pins inside you as far as they could go, to top it all of, there was a huge pin, about the size of a Monokuma robot, that went straight through your heart. Gundham couldn't the horrifying image out of his head.
"Make it stop!! Make these horrid feelings stop!!" He screamed to himself. He curled up in the blankets and covered his ears with the pillow, but nothing could stop your painful screams from entering his mind. He started to cry. "Oh Y/N....." His mind sang your song, altering the words so it would be referring to yourself. Gundham started to sob as he sang to himself. "You were on my mind girl since the flood" He sniffed, tears finally leaving his eyes, after all that pain he's suffered, he let all of it go, his childhood, middle school, everything that was sad and depressing was aloud to at last leave in his painful tears.
He sat up and looked over in his room to a sharp blade, it glistened in the soft light the room had given off. He stood up, slowly walking over to the tempting, sharp object.
"Oh Y/N...." Gundham picked up the object and twirled it around in the light, making it twinkle and brighten up even more. If he did it, he'd finally be with you, his sorrows would leave him, and he'd at last be reunited with his mother, in heaven, or wherever you and his mother had ended up in. He pictured your beautiful H/C swaying in the air as you two walked along the beach, and that was the day before your death, your gruesome, horrifying death. He imagined seeing his mother again, the angel in his family full of demons and devils, you and his mother were the only ones that had ever mattered to him.
"GUNDHAM!!!!"
"Heaven help a fool who falls in love...." His mind sang again, slowly pressing the blade up to his neck. Small little squeals came from his hamsters cages, like they were worried for him.
"I'll see you soon my dark queen" He said as he quickly glided the blade against his pale white skin. Vibrant pink blood spilled from his neck and onto his clothes, then onto the ground. He collapsed, dead from blood loss, and a broken heart.
~ In heaven ~
Gundham woke up in the most beautiful place a person could ever imagine, heaven. The ground were soft, fluffy clouds and up above was a cloudless, bright blue sky. And it even had a small smell of vanilla that tickled his nose of nostalgia.
"G-Gundham?" A familiar voice struck him. He turned around and saw you in a loose white gown, like you normally wore, but white. You had a halo over your head and white wings. Heaven just got more beautiful.
"Y/N!!" He ran to you and hugged you with all his might. Both of your arms wrapped around him and hugged him. "I'm so delighted to see you here!!" He said happily into your neck. The vibrations from his voice sent you a feeling, it was happy and romantic at the same time.
"Gundham..." You said. "Wait, Gundham?" You pushed him away from you so you could get a better look at him, he looked the same, talked the same, and even walked the same, but there was nothing different about him, except his clothes he wore were white. "How'd you get here? I was gone for one week!" You looked at him with a some what angry expression. You scanned his face and saw embarrassment and sadness. "You didn't...." You sadly put your hands on his shoulders. "Did you, take your own life?" He hesitated with his answer. But you knew what the answer was with him even saying it. Tears brimmed your eyes as you looked at him. It was sweet that he missed you, but he killed himself, "What about Souda and Sonia?"
"They don't matter my dark queen, only you do" With his soft hands, he caressed both your cheeks. He leaned in and gave you a short, but yet passionate kiss. "I love you my queen, more than you think"
"I love you too Gundham" You muttered into his hair.
"Gundham?" An angelic voice hit him, his mother. The same mother he hadn't seen since he was just a boy, the same mother who'd cook him his favorite soup each time he was sick, and the same mother that kept the demons away. He immediately let go of you and turned around, his prized scarf twirled along with him, only this time, it was white.
"Mother?" Gundham asked, almost on the verge of tears again. His mother had beautiful black hair that went way past her shoulders, she had glistening grey eyes and soft pale skin, Gundham looked just like his mother. "Is that truly you?"
"Yes, it's me" His mother cried out. Gundham leapt into her arms and hugged her, like they were saying goodbye forever, but they were really saying hello. Gundham's mother looked over his shoulder to you. She motioned for you to join the group hug, and without hesitation, you joined in. Your slender arms wrapped around Gundham's sobbing figure.
After a long time, calming down Gundham of his sadness his mother turned to you and gave you the sweetest smile imaginable.
"So Gundham, are you going to introduce me to this lovely young woman?"...
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FanfictionJust a book about your favorite Danganronpa boys DISCONTINUED??? (might write more, plz request) Please don't read. this is old and cringy, I might edit this, but it's just so bad. ||ᔕTᗩᖇTᗴᗪ: 10/10/20 ||ᗴᑎᗪᗴᗪ: 4/27/22 ||Started editing: 1/4/24
