I was sitting down at the dinning room table, brain storming ideas for tonight's late night show. I coild hear the coffee brewing, it sounded rough, an gurgling.
"..........."
"Did you have lunch already?" Someone asked.
"Yeah." I said writing lyrics, remembering some bitter memories. I heard several footsteps, followed by panting.
"You've been sitting their for a while hun." Said a voice.
"I know.....sorry." I said getting back to writing lyrics. I heard slurping, and glanced up seeing Chance drinking his coffee, in the kitchen.
"Must he really good huh? Hehe." I said with a faintly smile.
"Yeah some new blend." Commented Chance.
"Oooh hello there." Said Chance as Fred came behind him hugging him.
"Um.....hun?" Asked a voice.
"What is it serena?" I asked.
"Can I invite one of my non body building buddies?" Asked Serena.
"Sure." I said writing.
"You seem awfully quiet Josh?" Asked Amy, who was sitting on the couch behind me.
"..........." I stayed quiet writing, as did, I felt hands around my neck.
"Come sit hun, I wanna hold you in my arms." Spoke Serena leaning against my back.
"You should probably tell, your friend, he or she can come to thr show tonight Serena. Fred looked at Josh knowing that sad tone, he could see Joshs eyes looking sad.
"OK love." Said Serena as she took off to one of the rooms.
"Jess invited some of her "dancing" friends." Commented Fred.
"Love, stop." Said Chance.
"I bet." I said writing.
"..........." does she know?" Probed Fred.
I put my pencil down ans got up from the chair.
"Uh whats happening?" Said Amy.
"Ooooooh? Did I touch a nerve?" Asked Fred.
"No, if I'm being truthful, i hate you more than anything, you. Piece. Of. Shit." I said before leaving chances house.
"Was that really necessary?" Asked Chance annoyed.
"........." Fred stayed silent.
"Why did you ask if "she" knew?" Asked Amy.
"Drugs." Said Yuki.
"Drugs?" Asked Amy.
"He was on heavy drugs, coccaine, mostly." Said Chance.
"Im guess this is the short summary?" Asked Amy.
"Yeah." Said Yuki. Chance turned around and slapped Fred.
"Ugh great now what am I gonna tell Serena, when she gets back, she'll go crazy." Said chance panicking.
As I sat on the porch my cell phone rang.
"Already told you no.....NO NO WHATS DOES NO MEAN NNNNOOOOO?!?!??" I shouted hanging up panting laying on my back against the wood porch.
"You were yelling pretty loud hun." Commented a voice as I heard a creak, of a wooden door. I sat up and tossed my cigarette from my finger into the gutter, moving my hands in the air getting rid of the smoke.
".......yeah....sorry about that.." I said softly. I felt a couple of hands pick me up by my thighs.
"Cmon, your taking a break for a little while." Said Serena carrying Josh inside as she sat down leaning against the couch, she set Josh on her lap facing him.
"Josh what did Fred mean by "dancing friends?" Quoted Serena. I placed my head against her chest shaking.
"Hun?" Asked Serena.
"Hookers, sluts cumdumps, TRASH?!" I Said panting heavily getting off Serena sitting down in front of her off her.
"Josh knock it off, your not their anymore!" Shouted Fred. I looked at my arms, then wrist, still feeling the shackles, I felt so long ago.
"Shut up, what would a middle class IGNORANT PIECE OF SHIT KNOW, I DID WHAT I DID TO SURVIVE, MY PARENTS LEFT ME TO DIE ON THE STREETS, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO MY PARENTS ARE?! have a loving family, yeah right, I sold my body for cash, in my younger years, I did more coccaine by the time, i was 15, I should've been dead by now." I said panting heavily. Serena, and Amy looked at me shockingly. As I got up, I felt something grab me, I looked and saw it was Chance.
"............" I panted heavily and sat back down, feeling tears run down my face, pulling my knees to my chest. Serena felt uncomfortable for a moment, as she was gonna reach for Josh Yuki stopped her, and shook her head.
As the minutes turned to hours, chance and the others were eating dinner. Serena's arms were shaking as she ate.
"Stop acting like a pathetic loser, Serena, if he's too much then abandon him, it makes no difference, I can say with confidence, any woman, or man would take him without a second thought, yes he had permanent damage from his young years, yes he will habe mental break downs from time to time remembering those awful memories, but he won't stop, because he wants to prove to everyone, he's. Not.worthless." explained Yuki.
"How did you deal with his "episodes?" Asked Serena. Yuki smiled softly.
"I just did what "I" thought would help." Said Yuki.
"Which is?" Asked Serena.
"Sorry girlfriend, youll have to find your own way, or some other woman, will take him away from you, and make him happier than you ever could." Commented Yuki. Serena breathed out.
Chance got up from his seat, glancing at Fred, looking at Josh's face.
"Getting a long look love?" Asked Chance teasingly.
"J-just seeing if he was gonna wake up!" Said Fred, his fsce slightly red.
"Probably should of told Josh Baby Metal would he playing with the band, oh well." Said Chance.
"T-the real B-baby metal?!" Yelled Fred. I pushed my hand against his face pushing him away from me sitting up.
"Shut up your loud." I said itching my ears. I glanced at Serena, she looked away from me. I sighed, shook my head, and grabbed this necklace, she gave me and tossed it on the couch.
"Hm?"asked Fred.
"Nothing worth talking about keep it, if you want, its Serena's anyways." I said getting up.
"Baby me-" said Fred before getting interrupted.
"yeah, I heard you loud mouth." I said I terruoting Fred before sighing, holding my head.
"Headache?" Asked Chance slightly concerned.
"Yeah, what time is?" I asked.
"5:46." Said Amy.
"Thanks." I said smiling.
"Yeah, why you ask?" Said Amy.
"Ima go lay down." I commented.
"Still tired?" Asked Chance. I looked at the back of Serena, as she hasn't turned around to even look at me, then I look at Chance.
"Something like that, tell the "girls" ill be late, so, if I show up late tell them to just continue, no use worrying over a dead man." I commented before retiring into, a spare room.
