𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝔁𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓸𝓷𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰

the complexity and the harmony of loving♡

I am like a rose petal
my mind is too gentle
my soul is too fragile
my heart is too delicate
you can pluck me cause
my blossoms were leaning in your garden
you are warm like the sun
i gravitated towards your light
and allowed you to take me.
i wanted you aswell.
a rose doesn't blossom without the sun
i made sure u knew to treat me gently
to love me
care for me
and let me grow as i am
and you did.
i craved your love.
i started to depend on it.
but what is love without tragedy.
more and more
i feel like my petals are falling
your sun is no longer my needed warmth
it burns me
this heat
leaves brown traces all over me
i know every blush petal will turn brown eventually
i wish it wouldn't but
its how we are
it makes me so sorrowful.
to know that a love so pure
could turn into something demanding.
something forceful.
my heart feel heavy whenever you shine a little to boldly
even though
you are not taking
you are giving .
but what if ill never be ready to recieve?
what if i want to stay blush forever?
will that mean i won't be able to grow under your light anymore?
will you go on
to find a denser flower?
one that can bare it when your warmth turns into heat?
if you do
it will be my saddest day
i will learn to bloom again
yet it will no longer be for you.
you deserve to use your full potential
the problem is not your bold heat
its my delicateness.
you and me
is beautiful.
it was beautiful.
my sun, i will love you forever.
even if you have to go, i will never forget how warm you made me feel on my coldest day.
how your light made my petals blossom.
how you dried away the morning due.
over and over again.
i love you.
i have loved you.
and i will love you.
just like you will remain my lover
even when our ways part.